From Petting The Cat
Chapter One
The path to the stream was lit by
a full moon. Jillian Welch carried
a rough-hewn wooden bucket she’d
made herself. The coarse fibers of
the rope handle bit into her palm.
It would only be doubly worse once
the bucket was full with water from
her father’s favorite fishing
stream. She wouldn’t have come
out, but if ever there was a month
to scry, this was it. Tomorrow she
would meet and pledge her troth to
her future husband, a man rumor likened
to the Devil incarnate.
It wasn’t fear that made Jillian
nervous. Rather it was the thought
that she might enjoy mating with
a man so evil that most of society
spurned him. As a girl, she’d
been introduced to the dark magics
and had entered a world utterly unlike
the one her carefully reared friends
knew. So far, she’d managed
to elude the mating rituals of her
Coven, possibly because of her aristocratic
lineage, but she’d seen enough
to know what went on between a man
and a woman. She’d watched
some of the couples of her coven
mate in ways she could never have
imagined. Even when she had tried
to turn her head to give them privacy,
shadows had flickered on the stone
walls, haunting her with the images
of what she tried not to see. To
this day, every time she closed her
eyes, she could still smell the incense,
the sweat of bodies pressed together,
and the underlying trace of musk
that had permeated the air of the
cave. She wanted to be the one who
stripped and stood proudly before
her chosen partner, to have her hands
lashed behind her back to signify
her complete trust in the Coven,
to pleasure one, sometimes even more,
of the members.
Instead, each month, she was forced
to stand at the back of the cave
and watch. Sounds were amplified,
senses heightened in their surroundings.
She couldn't escape it even had she
longed to. She was twenty now, more
than old enough to take part. The
wetness between her thighs and hardened
nipples were signs she’d come
to associate with her desire to mate.
Months of repressed arousal made
her a prime target for seduction.
Right now, Satan himself would suffice.
But her father had promised her
to the Earl of Evansdale.
Her father was nothing if not cautious.
She loved him, of course, but it
sometimes seemed that her father
was frightened of his own shadow.
If he ever learned of her involvement
with the Coven, he would probably
suffer an apoplexy, bless his soul.
Where she’d inherited her bold
nature, she’d never know. Her
mother hadn’t been a timid
sort, but neither had she exhibited
her daughter’s willful nature.
Her parents often teased that Jillian
took after a long-forgotten aunt,
which had to be it, because she definitely
didn’t take after her parents.
She didn’t even resemble them
in looks. Her parents were fair,
her mother with brown eyes, her father
with blue. Jillian was red-haired
with eyes so green they gleamed like
a cat’s, or so she’d
been told by many a stranger. Most
wouldn’t call her beautiful,
but her looks definitely earned her
a second glance.
What sort of inducement had her
father made to the earl to get him
to agree to marriage? It couldn’t
be money because he was as rich as
Croesus already. And it definitely
wasn’t her family’s high
standing in Society. Her father was
the brother of a marquess, but he
and her uncle had never been particularly
close. In fact, her family seldom
traveled to London, so the earl couldn’t
possibly hope to gain re-entry into
Society from his marriage to the
daughter of a mere Mister. Why would
a man want to marry a girl he’d
never met, who couldn’t bring
anything but herself to the marriage?
She reached the stream and bent
to fill her bucket. Cool water rushed
over her hands and wrists, bringing
welcome relief to skin that had warmed
with the thought of the marriage
bed. What would it be like to lay
with the earl, skin to skin, and
allow him to do what he wished to
her body? Her nipples pebbled, whether
from the cold or arousal she didn’t
know. Would he be long and thick
like one of the village boys she’d
seen during a mating ritual? Or would
he be shorter, like one of the elders?
Jillian fervently prayed for the
first option. If she had to marry,
it should be to someone who could
please her. She’d noticed the
difference in the moans each man
had brought to his ritual partner’s
lips and knew that the village boy’s
length was the way to go.
The weight of the bucket pulled
on her hands. It was full.
She stood and tottered under the
weight of the water. She steadied
the bucket with both hands and turned
to leave, then froze immediately.
In the hedges that lined the opposite
side of the stream, a pair of eyes
gleamed. The hedges rustled, and
then out stepped a large cat that
was as black as night, with eyes
of the purest green. What in the
hell was a panther doing in the middle
of Kent? Jillian blinked, then blinked
again.
He was still there.
She set down her bucket as quietly
as possible, yet she still drew the
cat’s attention. His massive
head turned and a pink tongue flicked
across his upper lip. His eyes appeared
almost human as he watched her. There
was no hint of malevolence, only
an interest that felt predatory and
almost sexual.
She began to back away. Four tiny
steps backward, then she turned and
fled. She heard the panther’s
growl, but she didn’t stop
to see if it had given chase. She
flew over the rocks and pebbles that
she’d tiptoed over on the way
to the stream. Her fine silk slippers
ripped on the uneven terrain, but
she continued to run as if the very
hounds of hell were on her heels.
Her house was within sight when
she heard the sound of footsteps
behind her. She cocked her head and
slowed. Footsteps? How could
a panther have footsteps? Ignoring
the voice in her head that urged
her to run, she stopped moving and
turned to face her pursuer. It wasn’t
the large black cat she’d expected,
rather a man who would’ve taken
her breath away had she had any left
after her desperate race across the
grounds.
She stopped running and he did so
also. She stared at him across a
distance of a few feet while she
struggled to catch her breath. He
returned her stare, but had a much
better control of his body. Damn
him, he looked barely winded. He
stood straight and tall, his dark
hair ruffled just the tiniest bit.
She couldn’t see the color
of his eyes, but they were probably
light. Maybe blue or green. He was
dressed in the rough clothing of
a peasant, but had the bearing of
a young lord.
She put a hand to her waist. “Who
are you?”
He performed an elegant, if somewhat
mocking, bow. “Colin Donegal,
at your service.”
Her hand flew to her throat. Donegal?
That was the name of her soon-to-be
husband. Was he the one she was to
marry? The man who would share her
bed? As if he realized her assumption,
Colin continued, “The earl
is my brother. I am only the youngest
son.”
She should’ve known. Her friends
who’d been to London had regaled
her with descriptions of his great
appeal. Where the earl was rumored
to be truly wicked, the younger brother,
it was said, was the complete opposite.
It seemed everyone who returned from
London sang Colin’s praises.
For a moment, her heart had actually
skipped a beat at the thought of
being with him. The brief spurt of
relief that had risen in her breast
died a quick death. It had been no
hardship to imagine herself with
the man before her. He was handsome
and athletic; his fine body was displayed
to perfection in clothing that was
shabby, true, but that completely
molded to the muscles in his chest
and thighs. Her gaze dropped to between
his legs, where the wool of his trousers
lovingly cupped a promising bulge.
She immediately realized what she
was doing and tore her eyes away.
He was the brother of her intended.
What was between his legs should
hold no fascination for her, yet
it still did. In an effort to be
hospitable, she offered her hand. “It’s
a pleasure to meet you, my lord.
My father told me you were expected
with the earl’s party, but
I wasn’t aware that you’d
arrived yet. How was your journey
from London?”
He had to move closer to take her
hand and, upon inspection, she saw
his eyes were a clear green. “Uneventful.
I arrived nearly half an hour ago
and forewent being shown to my bed
in favor of a relaxing walk. What
great luck that I happened upon such
great beauty.”
She lowered her head to hide a pleased
blush. The earl’s brother was
so handsome it should be sinful.
And either she was mistaken or the
look in his eyes spoke of desire.
A flirtation between the two of them
was strictly forbidden, but she’d
never been much for rules anyway.
She lifted her gaze back to his
face and was trapped by his stare.
The cool green gaze swept her face
and then dropped to her breasts,
which still heaved in great gasps
of air. “You are lovely, Miss
Welch. Much lovelier than my brother
deserves.”
Was his statement meant to be a
compliment or a warning? She opened
her mouth to speak, but he immediately
shushed her. His head turned to the
right and his eyes narrowed as he
stared intently at something in the
distance.
“We should not be seen here.
Come.”
He took her hand and pulled her
into the woods from which she’d
just emerged. She didn’t resist
as he led her back to the stream.
It would give her a chance to retrieve
her bucket and, she had to admit
to herself, she was intrigued by
Colin and his odd manner.
The panther!
She dug in her heels and pulled
back on his hand. “Stop! We
can’t go this way. There’s
a panther on the loose.”
Colin turned his head and lifted
a brow. “A panther? In England?”
It sounded fabricated, but she knew
what she’d seen. “Yes,
a panther. He was at the stream earlier.”
“Was he thirsty?” Colin’s
lips twitched the tiniest bit.
She resisted the urge to smack him. “How
would I know? I don’t speak
Panther.” She realized what
she said and smacked him anyway. “Don’t
tease me! You may want to be eaten
by a wild animal, but I assure you
that I have no such desire.”
Her voice trailed off as Colin took
the final step, closing the distance
between them. They were close enough
to touch, yet their bodies remained
separate. “And what is your
desire, fair Jillian?”
She ignored the melting sensation
inside her belly. “I haven’t
given you leave to use my name.”
His lips tilted even further. “You
haven’t answered the question.”
She lifted her chin in defiance. “Perhaps
I don’t intend to.”
He let out a soft tsk. “Come
now, Jillian. I don’t believe
you’re quite as reticent as
you appear. What is it that you desire?”
What she wanted, no needed,
was to touch him. Her hand lifted
and she placed it against his chest.
His skin was warm through his woolen
tunic and firm with muscle. She pressed
harder, not surprised that there
was no give. Was he as hard everywhere?
Her cheeks felt hot, but couldn’t
begin to compare with the warmth
between her legs. A heated rush of
moisture flooded her and she had
the embarrassing fear that it would
drip down her legs and land at her
feet.
Colin remained still, not even flicking
an eyelash as her hand trailed across
his chest in leisurely circles. Her
hands moved as they willed, his only
reaction visible in his gaze. The
longer she stared in his eyes, the
more his pupils expanded, until the
green was almost completely swallowed
by black. She was no stranger to
arousal. She knew the intensity in
his gaze signaled that he wanted
her.
A frog’s ribbit and
subsequent splash into the stream
broke the spell she’d fallen
under. She blinked, slowly removed
her hand, and took a step back. As
she did, she wobbled on feet that
had been abused by her earlier run.
She winced and shifted her weight
to the sides of her feet. “Ow,
ow, ow!” she cried as the sedative
power of fright disappeared and left
only pain in its wake.
Colin knelt and reached for her
ankle. He lifted it tenderly and
examined the sole of her foot. He
winced sympathetically. “We
need to wash and bind your feet,
else you’ll get an infection.”
“But the panther!”
He made a big show of looking around
the area. “If he was here earlier,
he’s gone now. You are safe
with me, Jillian.” He turned
back and his eyes bored into hers.
All at once, a feeling of protectiveness
washed over her. Was he a witch
as well? She opened her mouth
to ask, but he moved his attention
to her bare feet. “Now, may
I tend to your injuries?”
She nodded. She was wise to the
dangers of letting an injury go unattended.
The Coven taught her much about healing.
She was apprentice to a healer and
often accompanied the Elder as he
visited the infirm. They’d
once called on a villager who’d
nearly lost a leg because of an infected
toe. She didn’t intend to suffer
the same fate.
Colin helped her to sit near the
edge of the stream. “May I?” he
asked as he motioned to her feet.
She responded by placing both feet
in his lap, completely trusting in
his company. He removed her slippers
and she wriggled on the damp grass
to keep from moaning. He tossed her
ruined slippers aside and dunked
both of her heels in the cool water.
Her breath hissed past her teeth. “It’s
cold!”
His hands joined her feet in the
water and his warm fingers swirled
around her heels and ankles, carefully
brushing them clean of dried blood
and bits of grass. Though she knew
he was only trying to be helpful,
his touch was that of a lover. He
lingered over her feet, efficient
yet caressing. Once her feet were
clean, he lifted them from the water
and the night air made her shiver.
Quick as a wink, Colin pulled his
shirt over his head and he began
to methodically rip it into strips
long enough to bind her feet.
She was suddenly covered in goose
bumps of an entirely different nature.
The last had been from cold. These
were the shivers of a woman facing
a man who made her skin heat from
the inside out. She watched as Colin’s
agile fingers wrapped the woolen
strips around her feet. He tied them
in knots around her ankles, his fingers
brushing her calf as he worked. Once,
he glanced up and caught her watching
him, but he only smiled in reassurance
and went back to his task.
Her gaze left his hands and moved
to the impressive chest she’d
only caught a glimpse of when he’d
removed his shirt. Earlier, she’d
lowered her eyes in maidenly modesty,
but now she looked her fill. He was
dark, the area around his nipples
and a line down his chest covered
with a matting of hair that disappeared
into the waist of his trousers. The
muscles of his broad shoulders bunched
as he worked his hands, the biceps
taut with leashed power. He would
have no trouble swinging an axe or
lifting a maiden into his arms. She
closed her eyes, fantasizing for
a moment what it would be like to
be in his arms, completely at his
mercy.
His body would be heavy but comforting
as he lay upon her. His strong
hands separating her thighs with
ease. Then he would push inside
her, the blunt head of his hardness
easing the wet ache inside her.
“Am I hurting you?”
Jillian’s eyes flew open.
He’d spoken the very words
of her dream and she answered as
she would’ve in her fantasy. “No,
you’re not.”
He held her gaze a moment longer
than necessary. He finished binding
her feet, and then sat there with
her ankles cupped in his large hands,
her toes perilously close to the
area between his legs. She was tempted
to tickle him, but managed to resist
the urge. Even so, her toes curled
inward to keep from doing what her
body demanded.
“You’re different from
what I expected.”
She was momentarily distracted from
her silent thoughts when he spoke. “I
am?”
“Yes.” Colin nodded
solemnly.
“What did you expect?” Jillian
knew she wasn’t a raving beauty,
but was she so homely he didn’t
understand why his brother would
marry her?
“Someone less...” Colin’s
voice trailed off and he shook his
head fiercely. “Less innocent,
I suppose, is one way to put it.”
Jillian frowned. Did he mean to
say his brother didn’t want
to marry a virgin? It was an odd
trait to be found in a nobleman.
Colin’s hand lifted and traced
the underside of her chin. “You
are very young, my dear.”
She leaned into his touch and nearly
purred with pleasure. “Is twenty
so young, my lord?”
“Call me Colin,” he
requested immediately. He spread
his fingers and cupped the bottom
half of her face. “You are
pretty, of course, but why would
he want to marry you?”
She had a feeling that he spoke
as if she weren’t truly there.
His eyes were focused on her face,
but he didn’t appear to see
her. His brows knitted with a perplexed
frown. She supposed she should be
offended that he doubted her value
as a wife, but he spoke with such
concern that she knew his worry wasn’t
entirely aimed at his brother. He
was concerned for her. But why? Was
his brother truly as bad as gossip
made him out to be?
She slid her hand over his and stilled
his fingers. “If you know something,
Colin, please tell me now.”
He removed his hand and stood. Then
he reached out to help her to her
feet. “My brother is not who
he seems. That is all I can say.”
Her feet, though still tender, weren’t
quite as painful as they had been
before. Yet she kept a hand on his
arm. “You speak in riddles,
my lord.”
“It is for your protection,
Jillian. It is best that you don’t
know the truth.”
“How dare you say that? I
deserve to know all there is to know
about the man I’m to marry.”
Colin turned away from her and headed
for the edge of the woods. “Come.
I will see you to your house.”
“No!” She stomped after
him and tugged him to a halt. She
didn’t continue to speak until
she’d gained his attention. “Tell
me about your brother.”
He opened his mouth, and then snapped
it shut again. His gaze lit upon
her abandoned bucket and he appeared
relieved to have found an excuse
for a distraction. “Is this
yours?”
She waved her hand dismissively. “Leave
it. What use is scrying when my entire
future is in jeopardy?”
“Scrying?” His green
eyes flashed fire as he stared down
at her. The generous curve of his
lip tightened into a thin line. “You
are a witch!”
She wanted to slap her forehead.
The principle rule in the Coven was
to not reveal one’s powers.
How had she forgotten the most important
commandment? She attempted to backtrack. “Don’t
be silly. Of course I’m not
a witch. Besides how would you know
that unless you are familiar with
the Dark Magics yourself?”
“Familiar? Yes, I guess you
could say I am.”
Her mind raced. What did he mean?
Was he a witch or had the Coven sent
him to spy on her? Her heart fell
at that thought. “Why did you
seek me out?”
He pretended innocence. “I
did not seek you out. I merely happened
upon you.”
She gave him a look of patent disbelief. “The
path to the stream isn’t an
easy one. You came here with a specific
purpose in mind. Tell me what it
is.”
He shrugged his massive shoulders. “I
suppose it doesn’t matter now.
I did seek you out. I wanted to discover
for myself what drew my brother to
you. Are you or are you not a witch?”
“Why?”
He took her by her shoulders and
spoke urgently. “It’s
utterly important that you tell me
the truth.”
Every rule of the Coven forbade
her from announcing herself as a
witch, but she fell under the spell
of Colin’s hypnotic green gaze.
In his eyes, she found compassion,
urgency, and honesty. He was trustworthy.
She’d stake her life on it.
In fact, if she answered in the affirmative,
she very well may be. “I am.”
“Does my brother know of this?”
“I’m not sure. As I’ve
never spoken to him, I certainly
haven’t told him. You must
tell me. Why would my position of
witch affect my marriage?”
Colin began to pace, his mouth forming
words that were too low for her to
detect. He stopped and gave her a
hard look. “Now it makes sense.”
“What makes sense?”
“Percy and why he wants to
marry you. He needs a witch to increase
his powers.” Colin slapped
his thigh and cursed loudly. “Why
didn’t I think of it before?
If Percy mates with a virgin witch,
he would be practically indestructible.”
Jillian’s mind reeled with
his rapid fire conversation. “What
sort of powers does your brother
have?” She knew a few male
witches, but none seemed inclined
to pursue her, even with her virginity
intact. It was no secret that she’d
been forbidden from participating
in the mating rituals, so it couldn’t
be from a lack of awareness of her
untouched status. “What exactly
is your brother?”
Colin’s green eyes seemed
fathomless. “He’s a warlock.” He
came forward and gripped her arms. “You
cannot marry him. If you do, he will
never be stopped.”
She didn’t think it was possible
to be any more stunned than she already
was, but her stomach leapt into her
throat at Colin’s proclamation.
A warlock?
The rumors were true then. The earl’s
evilness must know no bounds if he’d
sold his soul to the devil. Some
believed that all witches did, but
it was not so. Only the ones who
craved power and destruction gained
warlock status. She’d been
warned numerous times by the Coven
to steer clear of any and all warlocks.
How could she do so if she was married
to one? Visions of the prophecy foretold
by the mating of a warlock and virginal
witch made her skin crawl with terror.
She straightened her spine and gave
Colin a determined look. “What
do I have to do?”
*
The moonlight gleamed in Jillian’s
hair, burnishing her red locks with
a copper sheen. Her green eyes were
lit with determination, but beneath
her bravado lurked a sense of desperation.
He had no idea how long she’d
dabbled in the craft, but she had
to know the dangers a warlock could
pose, especially one as powerful
as Percy.
Colin wasn’t sure exactly
when his previously lighthearted
brother had sold his soul to the
devil. One day, Colin had woken up
and realized that the brother he
remembered from his childhood was
no more. In his place stood a young
man who thrived on the misery of
others. Colin didn’t want Jillian
to suffer at Percy’s hands.
“My brother obviously had
trouble finding you since he’s
been on the lookout for a wife for
two years. Now that he’s found
you, he won’t be satisfied
until you are his. We have to make
you undesirable in his eyes. That’s
the only way to protect you.”
“Undesirable?” Her hand
lifted to her hair and she gave him
a perplexed look. “How do we
do that?”
Even with the seriousness of the
situation, he laughed. “Calm
yourself. We do not have to do anything
so horrible as cutting your hair
or marring your face, dear Jillian.
I’m afraid that wouldn’t
stop my brother anyway. No, we must
rid you of the one thing that he
truly wants. Your virginity.”
If it was possible for a person
to go white, she did. Her mouth gaped
and her green eyes appeared overly
dark in her pale face. “How
do we do that?”
He coughed to clear his throat. “The
normal way I suppose.”
“And you will be the one to
help me?”
His cock twitched at the thought.
Since He would be lying if he said
he hadn’t thought of being
with her. It would be no hardship
at all to rid her of her virginity.
He carefully kept his face devoid
of eagerness. “Unless you have
someone else in mind?”
“No.” She shook her
head. “There’s no one
else.”
He reached for her hand and enveloped
her slender fingers with his own. “Do
not be frightened, Jillian. I won’t
hurt you.”
She gave him a look that clearly
said the idea hadn’t occurred
to her. In fact, damned if she didn’t
look intrigued. “You are a
virgin, are you not?”
“Yes.” She lowered her
chin and a long strand of red hair
fell forward to caress her cheek. “I
was forbidden from the rituals.”
“The rituals?”
He knew a little bit about the craft,
but not enough to discern her meaning. “Which
rituals?”
“The mating ones.” She
boldly met his gaze. “I do
confess I’ve been eager to
learn more.”
He was struck by a bolt of lust
so strong it was a wonder he didn’t
fall off his feet. She’d just
confessed her desire to have sex
with him. He couldn’t remember
the last time a woman had been so
straightforward. It would be a joy
to bed her, even if it was merely
to save her from Percy.
He tugged on her hand until she
moved close enough for him to wrap
his arms around her waist. “What
happened during these rituals you
speak of?”
Her cheeks turned pink, but she
gave him a mysterious smile. The
juxtaposition between nervous virgin
and worldly woman was intoxicating.
He breathed in her scent, not surprised
to learn that she smelled of the
outdoors. Her hair carried a hint
of rain mixed with fresh grass.
Her voice was quiet, yet steady,
as she spoke. “Couples were
paired to each of the four corners.
No one knew who they would be paired
with beforehand. The bodies were
cleaned with water and then anointed
with oil before the mating could
occur.”
“And you watched all this?”
She nodded. “Yes. I wasn’t
allowed to take part, but I convinced
the Elders to let me witness the
rituals.”
He caressed her lower back with
one hand and she arched into his
touch. She was definitely responsive.
Good, it would make things much easier
for her. “And you liked what
you saw?”
Her lids were half-mast and her
cheeks filled with color. “Yes,
very much so. I envied the women
in the rituals.”
Colin could imagine that watching
four writhing couples would be arousing.
He put one hand to her breast and
squeezed lightly. She was firm, yet
soft, in his hands. Her nipple immediately
puckered and pressed into his palm.
Yes, she was definitely ready.
He lowered his head and placed his
lips near her right ear. “We
can do this quickly or we can take
it slow. There’s no reason
we both can’t enjoy ourselves
in the process.” He pressed
a tiny kiss to the lobe of her ear. “Which
will it be, dear Jillian?”
She turned her head the tiniest
bit. Her lips brushed the corner
of his mouth. “Either sounds
fine to me.”
He moved the final inch it took
to seal their mouths together. Her
lips opened under his, her teeth
lightly scraping his tongue as he
surged forward to claim her. The
thought of why he was doing this
disappeared. All that was left was
the wonderfully erotic woman in his
arms. An unskilled virgin, but not
completely unschooled. She’d
seen enough to not be frightened
of him, but just enough to be enthralled
by what he did to her.
A niggling voice in the back of
his head told him that he should
tell her what he truly was. Like
his brother, Colin wasn’t what
he seemed. He ruthlessly ignored
his conscience. Unlike Percy, he
didn’t mean her any harm.
His being not-quite-human should
bear no significance on their mating.