Prologue
She had hoped he would make
it easy. But she should have
known better. Alex never did
things the easy way if he could
do them the hard way. Danny knew
he got a perverse sense of satisfaction
out of driving her insane and
completely fucking up her life.
It was as if he lived for this
shit.
She scowled and threw a couple
more pairs of socks and a handful
of panties into her bag.
“The pink is my favorite,
care to model them for me?” Alex
drawled.
She really didn’t care
which pair of panties he liked
the best. And she was impressed
by her ability to ignore the
annoying sonofabitch.
“This technique of yours
will not work ... nothing changes
by ignoring me.”
“I’m blocking you
out.” She continued to
pack her bag, keeping her back
to him. He was not going to get
to her. He was not going to get
to her. She just had to keep
telling herself that.
Alex smoothed his hand across
Danny’s hair, and laughed
when she swatted his hand away.
He smiled broadly. “Why
are you even here?” she
finally asked, exasperated. “You
could have just summoned me,
Your Majesty,” she bit
out, sarcastically.
“Yes, I could have. But
I decided that I like you like
this ... in your element. It’s
nice to see you in your home.”
Well she hated it. She hated
having him in her home. It was
uncomfortable enough being at
the clan, but at least she knew
what to expect when she was called
to meet with him on his turf.
This was her home. This was her
space. And she didn’t want
him in it.
“I forbid it,” Alex
said suddenly, his voice no longer
light.
Spinning around, Danny narrowed
her eyes. “Excuse me?”
“I forbid you to go.” Alex
snorted. “We have negotiated
nothing. I will not have you
traipsing off to foreign territory
without even a by your leave.”
“Well, you have no say
in this.”
“I am your Alpha!” Alex
roared.
“My Alpha, yes, but my
master ... never.” She
stood her ground, even in the
face of his mounting anger. “And
this is not something that requires
negotiation. I will not be staying
with a certain enemy Alpha. I
will not be staying with the
Stone Claw Clan. This has nothing
to do with Pack business or politics.”
“Then you have no reason
to go,” Alex said, voice
short.
Danny threw up her hands. “This
conversation is over. You can
just show yourself out.”
Alex grabbed Danny by her shoulders.
His eyes were blazing with fury
and his nostrils flared. His
beast was rising.
“You’re not frightening
me. And I’m telling you
again, I’m going.”
“You do not wish to anger
me, Dennison.”
Sighing, using her full name
was never a good sign, Danny
relaxed in his arms and tried
to even out her breathing. She
really didn’t need this
right now. And she didn’t
feel like fighting him either--surprising,
but true. She had begun to even
out her life, so to speak, and
she enjoyed finally being able
to breathe. She liked not always
being on the defensive and killing
things. It was never too early
to begin work on your karma.
That was Danny’s new motto
and she was going to try to stick
by it.
“You’re right, Alex.
I really don’t want to
anger you. And I’m not
trying to anger you. Right now
I have a lot to do, and you’re
not helping me any.”
“It is not my job to help
you, Dennison,” he said
softly.
“It is your job to help
your Pack member. I’m not
asking for much. I’m asking
you to understand, not to like,
but to understand that this is
something that I have to do,
that I’m obligated to do.
I am going.” Danny took
a deep breath. He was not ripping
her head off--yet--so she continued. “I
have done everything that you
have ever asked of me, Alex.
I have honored all of my obligations
to the Pack. And I have honored
all my obligations to you. Have
I not?”
Alex said nothing.
Danny nodded. His silence was
answer enough for her. “This
is not a matter for the Pack.
This is not a matter for you.
This is my matter. The
only reason we’re having
this conversation now is because
you always want to know my business.” His
eyes narrowed slightly. “You
know there is nothing you can
do ... short of fighting me right
now ... and let me assure you
that I don’t feel like
fighting you. Can you not just
understand and let it go?”
“No,” Alex finally
said. “I cannot. I cannot
just let you go.”
Danny rolled her eyes. “You’re
not letting me go, not like that,
not in that way.”
“Dennison...”
God she was exhausted and she
hadn’t even begun her trip
yet. “Please, Alex...”
“Have you ever said please
to me before?” Alex’s
expression had softened.
“Probably not.”
Alex touched the side of her
face gently. “You will
stay far away from the Alpha
of the Stone Claw Clan.”
Danny nodded quickly. Oh lord.
Was he actually acquiescing?
“You will stay away from
him, Dennison. And you will check
in with me.” Alex’s
eyes began to glitter with a
hard, sharp, edge. “And
you will deny the dark,
do you hear me?”
“Deny the dark. Yes, I
hear you loud and clear, Alex.” Whether
or not she would actually listen to
him...
Chapter One
Thad looked good--for a dead
guy. His fair hair was brushed
away from his handsome face.
His complexion was pale, expectedly,
but it still gave Danny pause.
He was so very pale, and fine,
blue veins were apparent beneath
his soft white flesh. He looked
well and truly dead. Danny couldn’t
pretend, no matter how animated
Thad was, that he was alive ...
human. He would never be human
again.
“It’s still me,” Thad
said quietly, having read the
unease on Danny’s face. “It’s
still me, Danny.”
Smiling, Danny shrugged. “Sorry,
I’m still getting used
to ... uh ... your state.”
“My state ... that’s
very diplomatic of you.”
“I know ... I can be at
times.”
Thad finished loading up the
rental car and then turned to
face her. “Thank you for
this.”
Danny waved his thanks away. “You
don’t have to thank me
for anything.”
“Yeah, I do.”
“No, you really don’t.
I mean, he called for me too,
remember?”
“Uh-huh. But you could
have sat this one out, so to
speak. My master, my allegiance.
You could have chosen another
time to answer his summons. He
would have understood.”
At that she raised her eyebrows. “Okay,
you haven’t spent a lot
of time with master vampire Savior
Knight, have you? Because understanding
... well, it isn’t a word
that he is all too familiar with.”
“He could surprise you.”
“I sincerely doubt it,” Danny
said dryly.
“Get in,” Thad said,
chuckling.
“Why do you get to drive?” she
complained as she slid into the
passenger seat of the car.
Thad wiggled his eyebrows. “I
rented the car ... I get to drive.”
“Stupid logic,” Danny
muttered.
“Logic that you use all
the time when you’re getting
your way.”
“Yes, but when it’s
my way...”
“It’s fine. Yeah,
I know.”
She wrinkled her nose, crossed
her arms across her chest and
sat back reveling in the butter-soft
leather. She loved the smell
of leather.
“Has he told you anything?” she
asked suddenly. She wasn’t
exactly certain why she bothered
asking. She knew the answer already.
“Not really.”
“Not really, as in a little?
Or, not really, as in ... nothing.” Danny
waited. Thad frowned. “Or,
not really as in...”
“All right, all right,” he
groaned, “I get your point.
He merely summoned me, Danny.
And with his summons he,” Thad’s
voice softened and took on that
slow sexy Savior drawl, “asked
to see his wolf, that flower
of elegance and beauty who will
surely give you a time of it.”
It was uncanny how much he sounded
like Savior. It was uncanny and
very, very unsettling.
Thad must have read the surprise
on Danny’s face, because
he smiled. “Yeah, I know,
I’m good.”
“Scarily so.”
“It’s a talent,
what can I say?”
“He called me a ‘flower
of elegance’?”
“Uh-huh.”
“That’s disgusting.”
“You crack me up, Danny.”
“How so?”
“Only you would think
such a compliment is disgusting.”
“Uh, I’m sure there
are other people in this world
who don’t want to be given
stupid little pet names.”
“Most women would like
to be called such a name.”
“I’m not ‘most
women,’ Thad.”
He cleared his throat. “I’m
well aware of that.”
“Not sure how to take
that, Thaddie boy.”
“Any way you want, Danny
girl. You will anyway.”
At that, she laughed. Thad did
know her well.
“Did you pack your ...
uh ... well that, that thing
that you...”
“Spit it out, Thad.”
“Did you pack that vinyl
outfit of yours?”
“Asking for any specific
reason?” Danny popped a
peppermint into her mouth.
“Just liked it, that’s
all. It, uh, definitely makes
a statement. I think it’ll
come in handy.” Thad frowned
and gestured towards her. “Do
I get one?”
“Didn’t know you
had taste buds left?”
“You are such a bitch.”
Danny shrugged, nodded and smiled. “Just
figuring this out now?” She
turned on the radio, and jacked
up the volume.
“Trying to deafen me?”
“Is it working?”
“Getting there ... supersensitive
hearing, remember?”
If anyone had supersensitive
hearing it was her. Wolves had
senses like nobody’s business. “Where
are we stopping, Thad? I’m
assuming you’ve chosen
a location.”
Thad nodded. “The Hollowing.”
“Excuse me?” She
had to have heard that wrong.
Thad sighed dramatically. “The
Hollowing.”
“The same Hollowing that
is owned by a master vampire?”
“It is the safest place
for me to take my rest, Danny.”
“I wouldn’t let
anything happen to you.”
“This is for the best.”
Spending the day at The Hollowing
didn’t sound like ‘the
best’ to her. In fact,
it sounded absolutely ridiculous.
There had to be hundreds of places
they could bunk down for the
day. Why in the world did Thad
have to choose the one lodging
that happened to be held by a
master vampire?
“He set it up,
didn’t he?”
“If you are referring
to my master,” Thad nodded. “He
did think that this was the best
idea.”
She knew it. That slimy, Machiavellian
bastard! “Well, choose
something else.”
“There is no choice.”
“Thad...”
“If you would like me
to drop you off at some other
location, just tell me. I will.
I will take my rest at The Hollowing,
and you can spend the day at
the Holiday Inn.”
The Holiday Inn had a pool,
didn’t it? Danny shook
her head to clear it. As much
as she would enjoy spending the
day lounging by the pool drinking
cocktails, ...she knew in her
heart of hearts what would happen
to Thad if he was caught disobeying
his master. She was certain that
Savior had made the directive
and she was equally certain that
if she did not spend the day
at The Hollowing, Savior would
take out his displeasure on Thad.
And that was not acceptable.
“The Hollowing it is.”
“Really?”
“Don’t sound so
surprised.”
“I am. I thought you’d
fight harder than you did.”
“Would you like me to?”
“What do you have against
The Hollowing, Danny?” Thad
sounded genuinely bewildered.
“Are you joking?”
“No, I’m curious.
You’re a magi, Danny, and
a wolf...” he laughed, “and
you’re Dennison Lee, the
invincible...”
“Oh, for fuck’s
sake, Thad, it’s The Hollowing!
The same Hollowing that is written
up in Paranormal Report.” Danny
winced. “The Hollowing,
an enchanting realm where time
has no meaning and sensibilities
no place ... run by Master Vampire
Rickart Sven, this reporter wishes
the rest of the world would live
within the boundaries of The
Hollowing...”
“You see ... that doesn’t
sound so bad,” Thad said.
Danny rolled her eyes. “Jesus,
Thad, I swear, reading that article,
I think I threw up a little in
my mouth.”
“Lovely, real descriptive
there, hon.”
“Well, I did. Seriously,
I have no desire to spend
any time at The Hollowing, and
even less interest in possibly
bumping into master vampire Rickart
Sven.”
“I will be sleeping, along
with all the others like me.
I don’t think you’ll
be, uh, bumping into the big
guy.”
“With my luck...”
Thad nodded. “True, very
true. You have the worst luck
ever.”
“Thanks a lot.”
“Do you disagree?”
She couldn’t. She couldn’t
think of anyone who had worse
luck than she did. It was like
the fates were conspiring against
her--all the fucking time. And
people thought she was paranoid.
She wasn’t paranoid. She
was just used to being the wrong
person at the wrong time in the
wrong place. Being that person
would make anyone more than a
little uneasy ... and perhaps
more than a tad bit paranoid.
“Danny?”
“Mmmmm?”
“Are you still with me?”
“Yeah, I’m still
with you.”
“You were a million miles
away there for a while.”
“Whatever.” Danny
turned toward her window and
focused on the scenery whizzing
past her eyes.
“You’ve just shut
me out.”
She didn’t answer. She
had shut him out. Why was it
she was always that person?
The person with the terrible
luck, the person who couldn’t
seem to catch a break. Oh, she
had spent years telling herself
that there wasn’t anything
different about her. That she
was as normal as the next person,
and that she made her own luck.
She had control. She could do
anything ... and if it seemed
that she couldn’t ... well,
she would change it. By sheer
force of will she would make
the situation change to her liking.
But recent events had made her
realize something--she didn’t
know jack shit. And control ...
ha, what fucking control was
that?
Alexander, Draco, Savior ...
you want to talk about control,
power ... they had all the control
and they certainly had all the
power. She was left grasping
at straws ... or trying to keep
them from grasping her straw.
It was so little she asked for,
and yet everyone wanted it. Everyone
wanted the little she had.
Well fuck that! Control was
slipping--yes. Power? She was
learning lately what little power
she had over life-altering events.
Nonetheless, she was not about
to let those who might try to
take everything from her into
her life. She could not allow
them to even have a taste--well,
another taste. For if they had
a taste ... they would want it
all, hadn’t the past taught
her anything?
Oh, she didn’t believe
for a minute that she was the
most beautiful, the most desirable,
even the sexiest woman out there
... no, that had nothing to do
with it. Man, wolf and evil bloodsucking
dead wanted her because they
couldn’t have her--or because
someone else wanted her. Men,
be they wolf or not, were all
the same. They all played the
same old game. They all beat
to the same drummer. If they
couldn’t have her, or someone
else wanted her, boom,
she was numero uno, the big fucking
cheese.
“Danny ... Danny ... Danny,
talk to me.”
“Huh?”
“Jesus, you scared the
crap out of me.”
“Huh?”
Thad pulled the car over to
the side of the road and cut
off the engine.
“What are you doing? Do
you want to get us killed? What’s
wrong with you?” Danny
shouted.
“I was going to ask you
the same question. You totally
went all weird on me. And you
said, ‘huh’ twice,
did you realize that? I don’t
think I’ve ever heard you
say the word ‘huh’ and
you just uttered it twice in
less than a minute.”
“You nearly got us killed
because I said ‘huh’?”
“You were in a different
world, Danny. You just spaced
out on me. And,” Thad sighed, “I’m
not used to you spacing out.
You’re like the most composed
person I know.”
Composed? Wow, she was becoming
a fine little actress. “Thad,
believe me when I tell you I’m
as far from composed as possible.”
“Then you sure put on
a good front.”
“You have no idea,” she
muttered under her breath.
“What?”
“Nothing.” Danny
tried to gather her thoughts. “Listen,
Thaddie boy, maybe I was taking
a minute to feel sorry for myself,
but it’s over now, I’m
done and I feel much better.”
“Why would you feel sorry
for yourself?”
Danny stared at him incredulously. “Are
you serious?”
“Wasn’t it you who
told me a couple of days ago
that you were in a ‘good
place’ that you felt at
ease and even peaceful? That
you enjoyed not killing things,
and felt good about getting out
of the mercenary business?”
“I wasn’t in the
mercenary business,” she
ground out.
“Uh-huh, okay. You were
in the ‘right hand for
money’ business, does that
sound better to you?”
“Not really.”
“My point is ... I thought
you felt good about your life,
Danny.”
“I did too,” she
murmured, “I did too.”
“So what happened?”
“Do we really want to
talk about this here, on the
side of the interstate?”
“You mean ... do you really
want to talk about this here
on the side of the interstate.”
“Thad...”
“Danny, please, talk to
me.”
“We have a long ways to
go, we should get going.”
“Danny, don’t shut
me out, please...”
“What? What do
you want me to say?” Danny
screamed. “Do you want
me to tell you how fucking screwed
up my life is? Do you want me
to tell you that I feel like
I’m spiraling out of control
and I don’t know how to
get back on track? Do you want
me to tell you how each and every
day I feel the beast gaining
on me ... stalking me, and that
someday soon it’ll overtake
me?” She squared her shoulders
and narrowed her eyes in defiance. “Well
I won’t. Do you hear me,” she
turned her flinty eyes back toward
him, “I won’t! Whatever
this fucking screwed up life
holds for me, I’ll take
it, just like I’ve taken
everything else. It’s like
you said ... I’m the one
and only Dennison Lee, magi wolf
... and I can do anything, right?”
“Danny, I ... I...”
Danny held up her hand to stop
him. “Yeah, let’s
forget about it, okay? Can we
get this show on the road?”
Thad swallowed and nodded. “Yes,
I think that would be a good
idea ... a very good idea.”