From Evanescence
Chapter One
Where in the blue blazes was she?
Kai Axton glared at the entrance
to the bookstore-slash-coffee shop
as if imagining her walking through
the door could make it so.
The day had turned dark grey with
the incoming frontal system off Lake
Michigan. His mood matched the cold
front, a mood that had gone from
warm anticipation a few hours ago
to icy disappointment. When he’d
arrived at his usual time of three
o’clock, he’d expected
the proprietor Sian York to greet
him with a smile, a freshly baked
blueberry scone, and a cup of coffee
as always. Kai’s employees
teased him about his addiction to
the food--and the woman. And they
were correct. He looked forward to
his daily fix, needed it like a junkie
needed his next hit of smack. For
the last six months, he’d counted
on Sian being here for him. She never
went anywhere during shop hours.
But she had today.
Where in the hell was she?
Kai turned toward the relatively
new clerk, a twenty-something female
with strawberry pink hair and more
metal in her face than a prepubescent
teenager with braces. Now, what was
her name again? Zoe, maybe?
“Zoe,” he called out.
The clerk turned toward him. Zoe,
it was.
A brief, narrow-eyed look of speculation
swept over him. Or, had he only imagined
that? He blinked. Whatever he thought
that he’d seen in her eyes
was gone, replaced with a wide-eyed
gaze of a person about to face her
worst fear.
Most women were afraid of him. Fifteen
years of wet work for the CIA had
a way of marking a man, labeling
him. His label read “predator.”
Oddly enough, Sian had never displayed
one iota of fear in his presence.
If anything, she treated him like
a long lost and very special friend.
Her presence extinguished the darkness
in him. Around her, he almost felt
human again, and not like the cold,
hard weapon he’d been for so
long--and often still was in his
private security work.
Sian was magic. And Kai needed her
the way he needed air, water and
sustenance.
So, where the fuck was she?
“Yes, Mr. Axton?” Zoe
finally replied, her voice creaking
like a door needing oil. She coughed,
clearing her throat, and then said, “Do
you need more coffee?” She
reached for the coffee pot with a
trembling hand.
Sian’s hand never shook in
his presence. She had an aura of
calm about her that was almost unearthly.
Well, she had until recently. For
the last three days, his spider sense,
his third eye, his gut, or whatever
you wanted to call it, had been on
high alert. During that time, his
imperturbable lady had displayed
hidden, murky currents of unrest.
Kai was concerned that her absence
had something to do with whatever
had upset her serenity. His sixth
sense told him that there was danger
out there. But from whom? From where?
“No, no coffee.” He’d
drunk three cups during the two hours
he’d waited for Sian to return
to where she belonged. The caffeine
jolt had exacerbated his edginess. “Tell
me again where Sian went.”
Zoe frowned. “I told you two
hours ago that she didn’t tell
me.”
Just a hint of asperity tinged the
girl’s tone. Not as frightened
as she looked. Good, he’d rather
have her pissed at him than scared.
He’d managed never to hurt
a woman, not even during the worst
of his fieldwork.
“Just tell me what she said
when she left,” he asked, then
added, “please.”
The young woman’s forehead
scrunched in concentration causing
the rings lining her right eyebrow
to clink against one another. She
tongued the metal piercing in her
lower lip, a nervous habit he’d
noticed on previous occasions. “Said
something about an appointment downtown
and that she’d be back before
the store closed ... but if she didn’t
make it back, I was to lock up and
ask Gus at the newsstand to walk
me to my car.”
“I’ll walk you to your
car, if she isn’t back.”
He knew that Zoe parked in the same
garage as Sian and he did, which
was almost six long blocks away.
The shop closed at six o’clock.
Stores and businesses in this neighborhood
tucked between Cabrini and River
North never stayed open late. It
wasn’t safe for any woman,
or any man for that matter, to walk
around alone after dark. Nightfall
came early in Chicago in November.
And with nightfall came the predators.
His lady should not be out after
dark.
Some indefinable emotion colored
the young woman’s face. “Thank
you, but it’s too much trouble...”
He interrupted her protest with
a growl. “I said, I’ll
walk you to your car.”
Zoe’s tongue worked the lip
piercing faster, then nodded, resigned
to her fate.
Sian would never forgive him if
her sole clerk got mugged. Kai hadn’t
labored for the last six months,
stretching even his unlimited patience
to the limits, to gain Sian’s
trust only to lose it over something
as simple as walking Zoe to her car.
Especially not when he’d planned
to make the move to the next, more
intimate, level in his relationship
with Sian.
He’d see Zoe safely on her
way and then he would wait for Sian
to arrive. He’d trail her home,
making sure she got safely into her
flat above the shop. Then, he’d
call and ask her out to dinner--to
talk. To let her know that he wanted
to get to know her more intimately.
And to get answers, if he could,
to some questions that had nagged
him for months.
Questions like: Why had Sian opened
a shop in this borderline neighborhood,
and chosen to live above it? He’d
asked her that once, but Sian had
just smiled, shrugged, and said it
was all she could afford. But that
was bullshit. She had money. Her
clothes, her car, this business,
and its inventory, all screamed a
comfortable income. Yet, she didn’t
make enough sales in a day to support
any of that. So, where did the money
come from? And why did he catch a
glimpse of a haunted look in her
eyes as she evaded giving him a straight
answer? Finally, why didn’t
she ever go out of town to visit
anyone? Or, have anyone visit her?
None of it added up, arousing all
his digging instincts. He’d
made it his business to seek answers
to the conundrum that was Sian. Not
that he really cared what he found
one way or another. His soul had
recognized his perfect mate. No,
Sian was his no matter who she was
or where she’d come from. She
completed him, made him whole.
But even with all his resources,
both legal and not, he’d hit
a blank wall.
Prior to last year, Sian York hadn’t
existed.
Oh yeah, someone had tried to set
up a background for her, but Kai
had been in the business long enough
to recognize a fake identity. Hell,
he’d had at least ten identities
himself when he’d worked for
the Company.
Sian York was a fake. But there
had to be a valid reason for her
hiding behind a false identity. He
knew that if she shared that with
him, he would be at third down with
only inches to go to score on the
more intimate relationship he needed
from her.
For the hundredth time since Kai
had entered the shop, he glanced
at the door then at his watch. With
each sweep of the second hand, his
nerves and muscles readied his body
for the unknown battle ahead. That
there would be a fight to protect
his lady was as certain as he knew
his own name. That certainty and
his ability to wait for approaching
danger, then act instantly and decisively,
came from his past training. The
skills had been learned in some of
the most dangerous jungles in the
world--some urban, some not--skills
that never went away, but merely
camouflaged themselves under a veneer
of civilized behavior, lurking until
they were needed again.
The forced inactivity ate at him
like acid. He needed to do something,
but couldn’t until he had the
intel--or something happened. The
feelers he’d put out and the
favors he’d called in had yet
to produce any information. Sian
York, for all intents and purposes,
did not exist, but he’d already
known that. So, he’d urged
his sources to dig deeper.
He had the sense that he was running
out of time. Something had happened
three days ago that had upset Sian--no,
that had scared her. Was it notice
of this damned meeting she’d
gone to? Did the meeting involve
something, or someone, from her secret
past? Had some long ago trouble raised
its ugly head? He’d get the
answers tonight at dinner. She had
to tell him. Had to trust him. Had
to.
Whether she was ready to accept
him as a lover or not--Sian was his.
God and all the deities in the Otherworld
knew that she’d become his
from the first time she’d greeted
him with a smile--and really looked
at him. For too many years, he’d
been invisible, a specter lurking
in the shadows of a dangerous world.
But Sian had changed all that with
a smile, with her warmth. She’d
looked him directly in the eyes,
eyes that he’d been told were
dark, deep and pitiless, and still
had invited him to share her world,
to share the humor in the life around
them. It was as if the sun had reached
deep into his soul and melted the
icy fortress around his heart.
He’d start his claiming of
Sian tonight and hope to God he didn’t
scare her away with his all-consuming
passion. Sian was his sole chance
at a future that he’d once
thought might never come. A home.
A woman to love. Children.
He’d be damned if some unknown
danger would take that away.
* * * *
What Sian needed was a badass hero
in her life. Someone like Superman,
Batman, hell, any man who could protect
her and stand for her against the
past that again threatened her very
existence.
Sian fought the exhaustion that
came with the renewed fear and anger.
She walked briskly down the dimly
lit street, away from the parking
garage, as if she could outrun her
former life and the decisions that
had dumped her into the U.S. Witness
Protection Program. Protection? Ha!
More like Witness Sacrificial Lamb
Program.
A shuffling noise like that of soft-soled
shoes on pavement sounded behind
her. She glanced over her shoulder.
Nothing there.
This was not like her. She never
jumped at shadows or noises. But
her nerves were stretched to the
nth degree. Over the last three days,
her fears about today’s meeting
had eroded whatever calm she’d
managed to cultivate since becoming
Sian York. All that worry had not
been unfounded.
A frisson of something primitive
swept down her spine, interrupting
her thoughts, then stealing into
her gut. She chanced another look
over her shoulder. Rush hour and
the mad exodus of this no-man’s
land had come and gone. The street
was empty--no cars, no people that
she could see. Hell, there wasn’t
even a stray cat to break the monotony
of the preternatural quiet. It was
damn spooky and exacerbated the maelstrom
of gloomy thoughts swirling in her
head.
No, wait. Was there someone--or
something--in the inky shadows of
the doorway that she’d just
passed? She could’ve sworn
there was movement, just a glimpse
of motion from the corner of her
eye. Dark sliding over dark.
Sian blinked, shook her head, then
refocused--and finally remembered
to breathe. A shaky sigh escaped
her cold, dry lips. There was nothing
there, just the sooty blackness of
a poorly lit entrance.
Yet some primordial instinct urged
her to quicken her pace.
She wouldn’t be out on the
barren street, jumping at shadows,
if it hadn’t been for the damned
meeting with her handlers from the
WPP. They’d kept her late.
If all had gone smoothly, she’d
have been back to the store well
before dark, well before the streets
had become deserted.
The meeting had been anything but
smooth. But it had been predictable.
She’d been through it too many
times not to sense that the meeting
wasn’t just a check up on how
she was doing.
Damn them all to Hell!
It wasn’t enough that they’d
told her she’d have to move
yet again, but they’d kept
at her far too long. First one marshal
then another badgered her with the
same questions again and again as
if she were the criminal and not
the innocent victim in all this.
Had she noticed anyone following
her? Had she had any suspicious phone
calls? Any phone surveys in which
the interviewer seemed overly nosey
or intrusive about her background?
Had anyone suspicious been lurking
around her shop?
Hell, everyone in her neighborhood
was suspicious-looking. She was on
the edge of the fricking damn ghetto
known as Cabrini. And Cabrini for
all Chicago’s efforts at cleaning
it up for urban professionals was
still a lodestone for gangstas, hoodlums
and just plain badasses.
In a burst of independence and aggressiveness
that had shocked even her, she’d
out-and-out told her handlers, and
their supervisors, that she’d
neither seen nor heard anything untoward--and
that she wasn’t moving again.
The Feds had spent another two hours,
pounding into her the concept that
she had to move--or they’d
throw her to the dogs. See if she’d
like that.
Well, she would--like it, that is--and
she told them so.
Sian had had enough of the government’s
tender protective care. What had
she gotten for testifying against
her boss Tony Brucchi, a stone-cold
killer, and the heir to a criminal
syndicate masquerading as a legitimate
business?
Five identities in five years.
Nancy. Brenda. Susan. Tammy. And
Sian.
The witnessing of Brucchi’s
crime and the consequential hasty
journey into the netherworld of the
WPP had sucked the very life from
her, had relegated her to being as
bland as the names they’d chosen
for her.
By the fifth move and change of
identity, she’d found her lost
spine and asserted herself for the
first time. She’d chosen Sian
as her fifth name. She’d chosen
Chicago as her new home. She’d
figured that they owed her those
concessions after all the abrupt
moves in the middle of the night.
All because they’d over-estimated
the justice system and under-estimated
her nemesis’s desire for revenge.
Brucchi was out on bail, pending
a new trial--something that the Feds
had told her would never happen.
He was free, living a wealthy lifestyle,
surrounded by his relatives and associates,
whereas she was virtually a prisoner,
torn from all that she’d known.
No, she wasn’t moving again.
She liked being Sian York of Chicago,
Illinois. So, today, she’d
taken another step to regain her
life and drawn the proverbial line
in the sand. She had refused to budge.
The marshals had smiled, said they’d
be in touch--and that she should
start packing.
Like hell she would! There had to
be another way. What she needed was
a damn hero.
A sound like wind rustling through
tall grass halted her desperate thoughts.
Again, she checked her surroundings.
Nothing.
Hindsight, commonsense and Murphy’s
Law said that she should’ve
waited until one of the marshals
could escort her home. But she didn’t
trust them. She wouldn’t put
it past them to detain her. For her
own protection, of course.
At the very least, she should’ve
called someone to meet her at the
garage and walk her home. With Tony
Brucchi on her trail, it wasn’t
safe to be alone on the street.
But who would she have called? She
hadn’t made that many friends
in Chi-town yet, at least not any
that could handle themselves against
someone from the Brucchi family.
The image of Kai Axton’s dark,
dangerous face and large, solid and
oh-so-capable-looking body popped
into her head. Yeah, Kai could handle
Tony and his thugs, probably with
one hand tied behind his back and
without breaking a sweat. His whole
essence screamed lethal competence.
It was that combination of tall,
dark and dangerous that had instantly
attracted her. When Kai was around,
she felt safe. Something she hadn’t
felt for a long, long time.
But they were just casual friends,
plus she didn’t know Kai’s
phone number. She could never ask
for Kai’s help. She didn’t
dare risk the deeper relationship
needed to ask for his protection.
Bill, the last man that she allowed
too close, had taken a bullet meant
for her. His death had nearly destroyed
her sanity. She couldn’t take
that chance again. Not after Bill.
Sian’s footsteps echoed loudly
on the quiet street, too quiet for
a large metropolitan city like Chicago.
She slowed her pace and listened--for
what?--she wasn’t sure. The
back of her neck itched like crazy.
Another quick sweeping glance revealed
deserted, dimly lit streets, traffic
lights seemingly stuck on red, and
closed and shuttered businesses and
warehouses. Nothing moved, but something
inside her said “hurry up,
hurry up.”
Thank God, she only had a couple
of blocks to go.
Sian started to jog-walk. Her feet
hitting the pavement sounded like
booming thuds in the cold, thin night
air. Frosty little clouds puffed
rapidly from her mouth. She shivered
and pulled the lightweight jacket
more closely around her. Winter had
finally arrived.
Incipient hypothermia was even more
of a reason to get home and safely
inside.
She was less than a block away.
“Hey there, pretty lady. You
want someone to warm you up?” The
low, rough voice chilled her even
more than the frigid lake winds.
His hand grabbed her from behind,
digging into her upper arm, and pulling
her to a dead stop.
The voice belonged to a young man
dressed in dark clothing and a stocking
cap. A knife in his free hand glistened
in the weak street light. He must
have stepped out of the last alleyway
she’d passed. Good to know
that her itching neck was reliable.
Too bad she couldn’t have made
it to safety.
Sian looked over her shoulder. Her
captor wasn’t alone. She’d
sensed that also. She wished her
gut had been wrong. There were three
others, similarly dressed and all
armed with a weapon. Two guns that
she could discern and at least one
other knife.
The men smiled the kind of smiles
that hyenas flashed just before tearing
into their prey. Each of the men
was much bigger than her five-feet-one-inch
height and one hundred ten pounds.
And even if she were of Amazonian
proportions, she was just plain outnumbered.
Sian did the only thing she could
do, the thing they’d least
expect a helpless woman faced with
a knife would do: she shrieked at
the top of her lungs, shoved out
of her captor’s grip--and ran.
She hoped she’d fare better
than the hyenas’ prey.
She had only a slight chance to
make it across the street and down
the last half block to Kai’s
building. Her building was not an
option. She wouldn’t be able
to open all the safety locks before
the pack could grab her. And Kai’s
building had cameras mounted outside.
He’d told her about that once,
even had walked her over so she could
see them. He wanted her to know that
24/7 there was some security in this
rough and ready neighborhood. Was
he prescient? Had he foreseen that
she might have need of his security
precautions?
She thanked God for Kai and his
security consciousness--it was her
only chance. Whether she wanted to
involve him or not, the choice had
been taken from her.
She was about to cross the street
to the southeast corner of Kai’s
building and the location of one
of his many cameras. Suddenly, one
of the pursuers grabbed her jacket
and jerked her to a stop, pulling
her around to face him. Was she in
camera range? Could someone inside
even now be calling the police? Rushing
outside to help her? Somehow, she
doubted she’d be that lucky.
“Now why’d you wanna
go and run like that?” growled
her original captor. “You made
me look like a chump in front of
my guys.”
A knife point pricked the skin below
her chin. Tilting her chin up to
meet his flinty gaze, he glowered
at her in anger.
“We just wanted to get to
know you.”
Knife-man squeezed her arm in a
cruel grip. He looked around the
deserted street, then up at the security
lights on Kai’s building. “Let’s
get you into the alley where it’s
nice and dark--and all cozy-like.
Me and the guys haven’t had
us a pretty little piece of ass in,
oh, at least twenty-four hours.”
Scared--and madder than she could
ever remember--Sian slapped at the
hand that held the knife, pushing
it away from her jugular. Startled
by her move, Knife-man lost his grip.
The weapon slipped in his hand, cutting
him. He screamed “fuck,” and
the blade fell to the ground.
“You fucking bitch!” Favoring
his injured hand, Knife-man roared
as he tightened his grip on Sian.
Ignoring her own pain and the sensation
of dripping blood, Sian screamed,
punched, and dug in her heels. Knife-man
struggled to drag her one-handed
toward the alley that ran between
her building and a neighboring business.
Nothing she did stopped the inexorable
journey to the unrelenting darkness.
And no one responded to her frantic,
pain-filled screams as they echoed
and bounced off the silent, dark
buildings.
“Kai!” she screamed
as loudly as she could. She recalled
that Kai had explained that his surveillance
cameras also had audio capability.
Maybe someone would hear her, even
if they couldn’t see her.
“Shut up, bitch!” Knife-man
backhanded her across the face with
his bloody hand. His blood spattered
across her face, hot on her freezing
skin. Nausea swept over her, hot
and sickening. Struggling to hold
onto consciousness, Sian continued
to slap and punch at her captor.
Her blows were like using a feather
to pry off a steel vice, but she
never stopped. To stop would be to
die.
“A little help, Roy. The bitch
has a mean right and I’m bleeding
like a stuck pig,” Knife-man
said.
He sounded like he was in pain.
Good. She hit him again.
Her captor moaned, followed by a
hiss of pain and more foul language.
He punished her for his agony by
twisting her arm cruelly. She screamed.
He backhanded her again. She’d
have bruises on her face and arms--if
she lived that long. She avoided
the thought of where else she’d
be bruised if the four followed through
on their threats to rape her.
“You’re mine now, bitch,” the
man called Roy whispered into her
ear as he fastened an arm around
her mid-section, then pulled her
away from Knife-man. Roy was bigger
and stronger than her first captor.
He lifted her straight up and off
her feet and carried her toward the
alley. She clawed at his enveloping
arms and struggled, gasping for breath.
He was like human duct tape, the
more she fought him, the tighter
he held onto her.
Knife-man paced alongside them,
visibly favoring his wounded hand. “You
might as well give up, bitch. We
don’t call Roy ’the vice’ for
nothing.”
Roy snorted. “Yeah, and guess
who gets to hold you for the guys.
By the time it’s my turn, you
won’t have enough fight in
you to need holding.” He licked
her neck at the point where the blood
dripped onto her jacket collar. “Yummy.
Blood--and vanilla. Saul, she sure
is tasty. What say we keep her for
a while before we trash her?”
“Nah,” Knife-man’s
voice responded. “We got paid
to do her tonight and it can’t
look like no hit. I ain’t crossing
the man.”
The man? What man?
There was only one man who wanted
her dead--Brucchi must’ve had
hired them. He’d found her.
But how? And how long had he known
her new identity? And why had he
made his move tonight right after
she was told she had to move again--and
not before? Obviously, someone in
the WPP had leaked her whereabouts--and
the fact that she would be alone
on this dark street on this particular
night. It had to have been one of
her handlers! Too bad she wouldn’t
live long enough to share that vital
piece of insight.
Damn Brucchi to the deepest regions
of Hell and back! She refused to
let him win. But how could she escape?
The odds were against her. She’d
already used her one opportunity
at surprise and flight--and had failed.
They wouldn’t let her escape
so easily again. God knew that she
didn’t have the brute strength
needed to fight off one, let alone
four strong men. She’d already
proven that.
A male scream of pure undiluted
terror cut through her thoughts.
It came from the alley, where Roy
now dragged her for her execution.
The other two thugs had already entered
it when Saul had handed her off to
Roy’s less than tender care.
Another horrifying scream followed
quickly on the heels of the first.
The sound reverberated off the buildings,
its tone different from the first,
yet eerily the same. Abruptly the
screeching was cut off, followed
by a loud, ominous gurgling. The
sound of a thud punctuated the night.
Something, or someone, had been thrown
against a wall.
At the sound of the screams, Roy
and Saul had stopped just short of
the entrance to the murky dead-end
passageway. Their breathing had audibly
escalated to match Sian’s own
frantic, choppy respirations.
Then there was silence. A silence
even more horrific than the preceding
screams.
A flickering street lamp cast a
strobe-like effect over their faces.
Her captors were afraid of the unknown
threat in the alley.
She didn’t blame them. The
two masculine shouts of terror had
chilled her to the marrow of her
bones.
Something was in the alley. Something
that could make hardened killers
shriek with fear.
Struggling against Roy’s punishing
grip, Sian renewed her efforts to
get loose. The odds of escaping wouldn’t
get any better than they were right
now. Two terrified hoodlums against
one motivated, scared woman. Sian
couldn’t take the chance that
whoever or whatever had handled the
other two in the alley was on her
side. She only hoped he, or it, was
after the gang who’d attacked
her and would overlook a mere victim.
Roy tightened his hold on her diaphragm,
threatening to break her ribs and
severely restricting her air. His
knife nudged at her throat, adding
a new nick to the others Saul had
inflicted. Sian couldn’t help
herself and cried out at the sharp
pain. More warm blood trickled down
her chilled neck. The contrast set
her to shivering feverishly. She
stilled and attempted to control
her trembling, fearing that Roy would
just kill her and be done with it.
“Let her go.” A dark,
gritty voice boomed from the alleyway. “And
you might live.”
“Saul?” Roy’s
voice sounded shrill as if someone
had his testicles in a vice. “What’re
we gonna do?”
Saul’s answer, if he had one,
was cut off as he was enveloped by
something like black fog. The amorphous
mass swirled and rapidly surrounded
the man until Sian could no longer
see him, only hear his terrified
shrieks.
After what seemed like hours, but
could only have been minutes, Saul’s
bloodcurdling screams ended. Roy
stood as if frozen to the street,
low moans and gibberish coming from
his mouth. But he never let up on
his excruciating hold on her.
“Run, you idiot,” she
whispered in a harsh voice that she
failed to recognize as her own. Fear
must have frozen her larynx, too. “We
need to get away from that ... that
... whatever it is.”
Roy ignored her--or maybe in his
terror he didn’t even hear
her. Hovering mere feet from them,
the unearthly cloud shimmered, undulated,
and glowed darkly against the night
like black satin against dull black
velvet.
What was it? Was she seeing things?
She blinked several times, but nothing
changed what she saw. What was this
dark specter that could cause grown
men to screech with fear then go
deathly silent? And more importantly,
whatever it was, would it be her
savior or her worst nightmare?
Sian shoved against Roy’s
imprisoning arm. “If you don’t
want to run, at least, let me go
so that I can.”
Roy held on as if she were his lifeline.
He kept her between him and the spectral
mist. And finally, he began to back
away, slowly so as not to draw its
attention.
But the lethally silent cloud followed,
cutting off their retreat, herding
them toward the blind alley from
which it had emerged.
Roy’s hand shook so hard that
his knife sliced her tender flesh
again and again. Sian whimpered from
the pain, but managed to match him
step for step, afraid that if she
struggled the sharp knife would cut
her jugular.
“Let her go.” The same
rumbling voice ordered.
A sense of familiarity niggled at
her mind, but any chance at placing
the voice was lost as Roy stumbled
over something on the street. He
barely managed to keep both of them
upright. His knife cut deeper and
she screamed.
The dark cloud rumbled like thunder
and snaked toward them. Roy cried
out a strangled, garbled litany of
words. His arm squeezed her against
his body so hard that she bit her
lip to keep from screaming out in
pain.
Sian strained her neck away from
the punishing knife. She gasped for
every breath she took now. Spots
and flashes of light floated across
her field of vision. If she couldn’t
take a full breath soon, she’d
expire on the spot from lack of oxygen.
Roy’s grasp on her loosened.
He gibbered away, fear making his
words unintelligible and shrill.
She couldn’t care less about
his fear. She could breathe again.
She dropped her head, sucking in
air. It was then that she saw what
had caused Roy to jabber in terror.
It was Saul’s body. He lay
on the ground. Motionless.
Was the man dead? Would they find
two other corpse-like bodies in the
alley? Because that was where they
headed, their only path of retreat
from the slow-moving darkness.
They entered the alley, followed
closely by the lethal apparition.
On the ground and vaguely revealed
by the green glow of an EXIT sign
over her building’s service
entrance lay two human-shaped masses.
Neither body moved.
Sian shuddered and felt an answering
tremor race through Roy’s body.
“One more time...” The
voice from the cloud boomed.
The amoeba-like shape quivered,
slithered closer, then cornered Roy
and her between it and the alley’s
dead end. The glow of the EXIT sign
bathed the unusual standoff between
her captor and a roiling, hovering
mass of effervescent dark matter.
Roy--or she--couldn’t get to
the street and safety without going
through the darkness.
“Let her go.” The words
rumbled like thunder chasing lightning.
“No!” shrieked Roy. “You’ll
kill me like you did the others.”
“Kill?” The cloud wiggled
wildly as the sound of its laughter
ricocheted within the small area. “They
aren’t dead, only unconscious.
You’ll know death soon--and
it won’t be an easy one--unless
you let Sian go.”
Sian shuddered at the cold certainty
in the threat--and at the mention
of her name. This cloud, or whatever
it was, knew her. It seemed to want
to protect her.
Roy whimpered and squeezed her hard
against him. “Stay back. I’ll
kill her. I will.”
The pressure on her ribs was excruciating.
Her breath escaped in a garbled scream.
“Sian!” The dark cloud’s
voice roared.
The roiling mass surged forward.
Moving like a thundercloud propelled
by tornadic winds, it tore her from
Roy’s grip. And despite the
force of its forward momentum, the
misty darkness laid her gently on
the ground before turning back to
Roy who had begun to back away.
Sian attempted to stand, but the
pain in her ribs defeated her struggle.
She collapsed to the alley’s
filth. Leaning weakly against a trash
bin, she watched as Roy’s attempt
to escape failed.
Within the closeness of the alley,
Roy’s terrified shrieks vibrated
across her skin like hundreds of
crawling spiders. She shuddered,
closed her eyes and clenched her
teeth against the unceasing agony.
Roy’s escalating screams of
terror accompanied her into the welcoming
darkness of unconsciousness.
From Welcome to
the Darkness
Prologue
Darkness enshrouded Gwen’s
consciousness. The night closed in
around her.
She felt a shiver of unease course
down her spine. She was in a dark
alleyway, and two men stood at the
end. They were still too far way
to make out anything specific about
either of them. But both men had
a magnetism that drew her toward
the end of the alley.
Her footsteps echoed in the silent
night. It was odd that there were
no other sounds, no people, no traffic,
nothing except the click of her heels
on concrete and ice and her nervous
breath.
Snow flurries swirled around her.
She knew her skin would be cold to
the touch, but she felt warm, almost
overheated.
“Hello, Gwen.”
The voice echoed off the walls around
her, and she couldn’t tell
which man had spoken. And while she
was scared there was something about
the voice that soothed her.
“How do you know my name?” she
asked.
“We know a lot about you.” This
voice was scarier. It made her want
to turn and run. Unfortunately she
still didn’t know which voice
belonged to which man.
“One of us will be your salvation
and the other will be your death.”
She shivered and it had nothing
to do with the temperature.
“It’s up to you to discover
which one is which.”
It was as if they followed a script.
The voice changed with each sentence.
As she reached the end of the alley,
both men came into focus. One was
as light as the other was dark.
The man to her right was dressed
in black. His leather pants glistened
in the moonlight. His tee shirt was
black with a red slash across the
front. Black hair was cropped closely
to his head, and he had a black goatee
surrounding a frown.
He was the perfect image of a bad
boy. He’d be so obvious as
the one that would bring her death.
The other man was his exact opposite.
He had curly blonde hair and dimples.
Good God, dimples. He smiled broadly
at her, and she couldn’t help
but smile back.
The other man growled. Or was that
just a sound of the night? She couldn’t
be sure.
The blond man wore a light blue
shirt and khaki pants. His stance
was much more casual. Somehow, the
blackness of the night didn’t
seem to touch him. There were no
shadows, no mystery around him.
Her salvation?
The shiver that coursed up her spine
made her think otherwise. She’d
prefer to have no further dealings
with either man.
“Why am I here?”
“Because you’re the
key,” the blond man said, his
eyes blazing.
“Key?”
“You’re the key to everlasting
night. Or everlasting day.”
As soon as the words were out of
the darker man’s mouth, lightning
flashed and the wind picked up. She
was battered by flying debris. Blowing
snow stung her skin. Colors swirled
in front of her eyes.
“You will die, Gwen. You’re
the key, and you will die.”
The evil voice screeched in her
ears. Whether it came from one of
the men or someone else entirely,
she wasn’t sure. She turned
and ran back down the alley. It was
pure luck she didn’t slip on
the ice and break her neck. She had
no idea where she was going except
away. Away from the evil behind her.
The voice continued to echo in her
ear.
“You will die. Light will
rule.”
The cold wind continued to batter
her. Tears streamed down on her face.
She wasn’t going to get away.
She couldn’t. The wind was
too strong, the voice too determined.
Too evil.
Her lungs burned, and she couldn’t
run anymore. This was it. It was
going to be the end.
Greasy tendrils lashed against her
skin. The evil was almost upon her.
This was her death, but where was
her salvation?
“Wake up, Gwen.”
Her eyes popped open, and she bolted
upright in her bed to see the blazing
overhead light of her bedroom. She
had no idea who belonged to the voice
that woke her, but she would be forever
grateful. The nightmares were getting
worse. She wiped the sweat from her
brow and fell back on her pillow.
It was going to take a while for
her pulse rate to slow and her breathing
to return to normal.
Chapter One
Derek sat back in his chair, staring
at the monitors that surrounded him.
The night was going as it should.
Vampires and werewolves prowled the
street, fitting in more than they
stood out, despite what mythology
would have people think.
People were sleeping, partying,
loving and leaving. All under the
cover of night. Some were having
peaceful dreams, others horrid nightmares.
They both made him smile.
Night was his domain, and he took
his position very seriously.
Still, no matter how many times
he changed the images on the computer
screen, nowhere could he see her.
She’d had nightmares all of
her life. He thought back to the
first time he’d seen her having
a nightmare. She couldn’t have
been more than five years old. Back
then, just as it was now, her sapphire
blue eyes and white blonde hair were
impossible to miss. She’d been
just another job, another something
to keep an eye on.
But seeing her in person, or at
least in a real dream, not just on
a computer screen, had been more
powerful than he could ever imagine.
“Damn it,” he muttered.
He hadn’t seen her since that
night two weeks ago. And he hadn’t
stopped thinking about her, either.
He wished he could convince himself
that the only reason he was interested
in her was because she was the key,
but he knew he was kidding himself.
He’d never been so aware of
a woman before.
Well, that wasn’t true, he
had been once, but that was a long
time ago.
He pushed a few more buttons, and
there she was. Finally. He’d
found her.
He zoomed in to see her more closely.
She was asleep on a bright red sofa.
Her chest rose and fell in an even
rhythm. She had finally let her guard
down and fallen asleep.
He smiled, a rusty motion that had
been called lethal a time or two
in the past.
He snapped his fingers, and, quicker
than a blink of an eye, he was standing
in the room with her, looking down
at her. Instantly, his cock stirred
in his leather pants. Her long white
blonde hair was spread around her.
She wore a Black Sabbath tee shirt
and super short black shorts--really,
they were nothing more than panties.
Her long pale legs were left bare,
except for her toenails, which were
painted a bright blue.
Perhaps it was the fact that such
an angelic looking creature was dressed
all in black--and wearing the tee
shirt of one of his favorite bands
to boot--that drew him to her. For
half a second, he would have given
anything to be more than a nightmare
to her.
But he knew it could never be. They
were both too intimately entwined
in the mess that was the never-ending
battle between light and darkness
to be anything but problems for one
another.
And he’d just come here to
look.
He’d wanted to convince himself
that she wasn’t as incredible
as she looked. That he hadn’t
felt something. That she wasn’t
worth all the suffering--the cold
showers, the exotic dreams, the almost
perpetual hard-on--he’d gone
through in the last two weeks at
the mere thought of her.
He reached out to touch her and
she moaned. He’d give anything
to be with her, just one time. She
was so...light. Perhaps that was
why she intrigued him so much.
She rolled over and grabbed his
hand. In her sleep, she slowly pushed
his hand down her tight body.
He froze for a moment, unsure of
what to do. But the uncertainty faded
quickly. He’d be a fool to
pass up this opportunity. And even
though a small part in the back of
his brain told him this was wrong,
no one had ever called him a saint.
He knew she wouldn’t wake,
he could see to that with his presence
alone. He ran his calloused hand
up and down her creamy thigh. It
was smoother than the softest silk
he’d ever touched. He felt
unworthy even to be touching her.
Still, he couldn’t bring himself
to stop.
She shivered slightly, mumbled something
incoherent and then shifted in her
sleep. If he was a kind man he would
have made her wake and move to the
bedroom, because sleeping out here
she was going to have an awful crick
in her neck.
But he wasn’t a good man.
And when she moved, her shirt lifted
slightly so he could see the black
crystal nestled in her belly button.
As intriguing as she’d been
before, his cock throbbed to know
her better now. He moved his hand
from her thigh to her stomach. It
was just as soft. As he brushed his
knuckles over the silken skin, the
muscles contracted. She smiled and
giggled a bit, though she remained
deeply asleep.
Derek was well in tune with the
images that were drifting through
her mind. Though he wasn’t
putting them there, he couldn’t
deny he liked what he saw.
She was having quite a dream.
In her dream, a man’s hand
slid over her stomach and moved lower
to slide around the waistband of
her panties. In real life, Derek’s
hand followed the same path. When
his hand slid under the waistband
of her panties, she sucked in a deep
breath.
He sucked in a breath too, as his
cock throbbed.
He was desperate to touch more of
her, feel more of her smooth skin.
As his fingers moved down farther,
he could feel just a slight dusting
of hair and, if he wasn’t mistaken,
it was in the shape of a heart. And
the bottom point of that heart was
pointing directly south to ecstasy.
“More,” she muttered
in her sleep, arching up against
his hand. Warmth emanated from her
core. His hand slid further into
her panties, into her slit. Instantly,
her cream coated his fingers.
He slid his fingers up and down
until they were thoroughly coated
with her wetness. Her essence filled
the air and he breathed in her intoxicating
aroma.
She moaned again, louder this time,
and Derek’s eyes were drawn
from where he was watching the play
of his hand under her panties, back
up to her face.
She was so damn beautiful.
Her skin was like porcelain, though
her cheeks were flushed pink. Her
mouth was a perfect cherry-red bow,
only marred by the teeth that were
biting her lips, keeping her from
crying out.
He was the one causing her to mar
her beauty in her own pleasure. Power
surged through him at the realization
that he was doing that to her.
He desperately wanted to know if
the color of her nipples matched
the color of her lips. A part of
him was desperate to wake her, to
make her see who was pleasuring her,
but he knew he couldn’t. He
shouldn’t be here. Meeting
her in person would cause too many
problems. It would be best if he
forgot she ever existed. And best
that she never know that he was more
than a nightmare.
She arched against his hand, and
one of his fingers slid inside her
tight channel. He couldn’t
hold back his own moan then. Her
hands, tipped with cherry red nails,
went to her breasts, kneading them
through her tee shirt.
“Please take it off,” he
softly begged.
But she didn’t listen. Instead,
she continued to palm her breasts,
pluck at her nipples through her
shirt.
“Lucky shirt,” he whispered.
While one of his fingers continued
to slide in and out of her, he moved
his thumb to her clitoris. The bud
pulsed under his fingers as it filled
with blood. He could tell she was
close to coming and it wasn’t
because of his preternatural abilities.
It was pure male instinct.
He increased the tempo of his finger
thrusting in and out of her. Her
moans increased. He was desperate
to silence her with his mouth on
hers, but couldn’t. That wasn’t
something he did. Hell, he couldn’t
even remember the last time he’d
actually kissed a woman on the mouth.
Had he ever done that?
He couldn’t pause to ruminate,
because at that exact moment her
pussy started to contract around
his finger. He paused long enough
to add a second finger as his thumb
increased pressure on her clit.
She came apart under his hands.
She thrust against his palm and clamped
her thighs together with his fingers
still buried deep inside of her.
Finally, she collapsed onto the couch,
her breathing heavy, a slight smile
playing on her lips.
And then a face appeared in her
head. But it wasn’t his face
he saw in her mind. No, the man she
was imagining was blond with dimples.
“God damn it, Gwen, that’s
fucking dangerous.”
He pulled his fingers out of her,
snapped them and appeared back in
his office. But he was too wound
up to concentrate.
He checked his monitor. Gwen was
still sound asleep.
* * * *
Gwen couldn’t even tell up
from down anymore, she was so exhausted.
She hadn’t slept well in weeks,
ever since she’d had that awful
nightmare.
And the fact that she could actually
remember this nightmare from all
the others she’d had in her
life really said something. But last
night was her breaking point. She’d
never had an erotic nightmare before.
It had been amazing. A man had been
touching her in ways she’d
never been touched before. She didn’t
know why, but she’d assumed
it was the man with the goatee from
the earlier dream.
Then, just when she’d been
completely relaxed, the other man
appeared. His dimples had been blazing,
but she just felt uncomfortable.
And when he’d asked her if
she liked it, she woke up in a cold
sweat. And alone.
And really, she couldn’t do
with any less sleep than she was
already getting. Catnaps here and
there had kept her functioning, but
not well.
Heaps of coffee had helped, too.
Although she was getting jittery.
But her art was thriving. She studied
the painting in front of her. She’d
drawn the man several times over
the last two weeks, but this was
the first time she’d actually
put him on canvas.
“I don’t know who you
are,” she said, “but
you sure make a good muse.”
As much as she loved this painting,
it made her uncomfortable to look
at. It was as if his eyes were staring
through her.
The painting was in abstract, but
if she closed her eyes, she could
see the man clearly.
His hair was jet black, his skin
tanned, a goatee around lips that
she was desperate to taste. He wasn’t
classically handsome, but his face
was breathtaking, all angles and
lines. It appealed to both the artist
and the woman in her.
She pictured him dressed all in
black. She knew his hands would be
big, calloused but gentle. If she
concentrated hard enough she could
almost feel them sliding over her
body, down into her panties.
“Snap out of it, Gwen,” she
berated herself.
It wasn’t bad enough that
this guy had a part in the nightmare
that scared her so much she was afraid
to sleep. Now he had to be haunting
her waking hours, too.
And why couldn’t she have
picked the less scary guy from her
dreams to lust over. But even as
she thought of his charming blond
locks and killer dimples, a shiver
of unease ran up and down her spine.
So she turned her attention back
to the painting of the dark man.
“Who are you?”
She reached out and ran a paint-splattered
finger down a red slash on the canvas.
It didn’t surprise her that
she didn’t get an answer, but
another shiver skittered down her
spine. She was getting really tired
of being so jumpy.
She jerked her hand back and cradled
it with her other hand. After a few
more seconds of standing before the
painting, she picked up an old paint
spattered cloth and covered the image.
Unfortunately for her, even with
the painting covered, she could still
feel his eyes on her.
She looked outside, and then at
the clock.
Four-thirty.
It was already starting to get dark.
She headed downstairs and into the
bedroom area of her apartment. If
she was going to get any sleep at
all today, she'd better hit the sack.
Once it was the depth of night, there
would be no sleeping for her.
* * * *
Derek was having a hard time keeping
his attention where it was supposed
to be. “Brad, will you watch
over things for me tonight?”
The young man who usually served
as his assistant, the closest thing
he’d ever had to a friend,
looked surprised, but was smart enough
not to question his boss. Both of
them knew what a coup it was going
to be for him to be in charge for
the night.
“Sure. Everything all right?”
“Yeah,” Derek lied. “It’s
just looking like it’s going
to be a slow night. I thought I’d
head over to Club Insomnia and see
if I can have some fun.” It
wasn’t like him to give up
work for fun, even if it was looking
to be a slow night. Still, Brad remained
quiet. “I’ll have my
cell with me if you need anything.”
“Sure thing. Have a good time,
Boss.”
Brad took his seat in the control
room and Derek left.
Maybe it wouldn’t be a bad
thing if he started delegating more.
He couldn’t even remember the
last time he’d taken a night
off.
As he walked out of his basement
office, Derek decided to see how
things worked out with Brad before
he made any rash decisions.
He settled into the leather car
seat, cocooned in a pocket of wealth.
It purred to life when he turned
the key, bringing a smile to his
face. He drove his pride and joy,
a Midnight Blue Aston Martin Vanquish
S, through the deserted streets.
Damn, he loved this car. It was a
quiet time of the night. All of the
families were snug in their homes,
while the singles hadn’t yet
made it out on the town. In a few
hours, the streets in the club district
would be crawling with people.
As it was, Derek found a spot right
in front of the club. The bouncers,
some paranormal creatures, mostly
just oversized mortals, were just
setting up the velvet ropes for the
mortals who would try to get in later
that night. They let Derek in with
nothing more than a nod. His reputation
preceded him.
Even though the night was young,
the lights were low and music pounded
inside the club. Club Insomnia might
have been a bit of a cliché name
for a place that catered primarily
to creatures of the night, but beings
like him, beings that most of the
world didn’t want to believe
existed, loved the irony.
His eyes very quickly adjusted to
the dim lighting. Immediately he
could tell there weren’t any
humans in the place yet. The air
was full of supernatural beings.
He could sense a horde of vampires,
a couple of werewolves and more.
Derek smiled and headed off toward
the bar. He wanted to get a better
feel of who was there tonight.
He was sick and tired of thinking
about the girl, the key. He was here
tonight to get laid. Hopefully he’d
be able to find a nice she-wolf in
heat who would keep him occupied
so long he’d be lucky to remember
his own name by the time he was finished.
But as he picked his way through
the sparse crowd toward the bar,
no one drew him.
Frankly, no one appealed to him
even in the slightest. He just couldn’t
get that damn girl out of his head.
A young vampire he’d never
seen before worked behind the bar. "What
can I get for you?" the kid asked.
“Just a beer.”
The vampire simply nodded his head
and started pouring the drinks.
“You’re new here,” Derek
said.
The kid nodded again.
“You’re newly turned,
too.”
“Right again.”
“How’s it...you know...are
you okay?”
Derek didn’t know what drew
him to ask. He may have been the
ruler of the night, but he usually
didn’t get intimately involved.
Damn woman was making him act very
unlike himself.
For the first time the junior vamp
actually met his eyes. "You know,
you're the first one to ask me that."
“And?”
“It’s pretty cool,” he
said, finishing pouring the beer
with a perfect head. “I mean,
it sucks that I can’t tell
any of my old friends. I'm from New
York. They all think I’m dead.
But I’ll make new friends here
in Chicago, so it’s all cool.”
Another customer called from the
end of the bar.
“Duty calls,” he said
and handed over the drink. “Thanks
for asking.”
Derek just grunted a thanks for
the drink and threw an extra couple
of bucks down on the bar for a tip.
A more useful tip would have been
to tell the kid that things don’t
get easier or better or anything.
That being a creature most people
didn’t believe in was no way
to exist. Hell, Derek was one of
a handful of creatures that was actually
born this way. He’d grown up
as a creature that most people would
kill rather than believe existed.
Trust didn’t come easily and
he’d be surprised if he had
a half dozen friends he could count
on in an emergency. Aside from maybe
Brad, most people would sooner spit
in his direction than help him.
Perhaps it was his position, perhaps
it was just because he was a bastard.
Regardless, he’d stopped caring
a long time ago.
But he wasn’t here to feel
sorry for himself. Pushing the melancholy
mood out of his mind, he picked up
the drink and made his way back across
the bar.
A busty she-wolf brushed against
him. "Good evening."
She was stunning, there was no denying
that. Her tits were offered up on
a platter. She was dressed in all
black leather and the dusky brown
of her nipples peeked out above the
top of her corset. Invitation was
clear in her eyes.
“Excuse me,” he said,
pushing past her.
Damn it, what was wrong with him?
He was here to get some. A perfectly
satisfactory woman, barely dressed
at that, came on to him and he ignored
her.
He needed to get Gwen out of his
mind.
“What the hell is wrong with
you?” the she-wolf asked, obviously
upset by his rebuff.
Why was everyone asking him that
lately? There was nothing wrong with
him. So he had an interaction with
a girl. And so what if he couldn’t
manage to get her out of his mind.
There wasn’t anything wrong
with him.
“It’s nothing. I’ve
just been working too hard,” he
said aloud to himself.
It wasn’t a lie. There was
a time when he would have been at
the bar every night. But not anymore.
Now he was just restless. Work didn’t
satisfy him like it once had. But
that was a problem because he didn’t
have anything else but work. He couldn’t.
He was the freaking King of Darkness.
From Damnation
Chapter One
Vilnius, Lithuania
Friday, December 11, 1812
Jacques Gerrard collapsed in the
doorway of a small shop--he hadn't
the energy to look or even care what
type. He was exhausted, freezing,
and weaker than he'd ever been in
his life. All he wanted to do was
rest for a moment, just a moment.
This doorway offered some protection
against the unrelenting wind. The
alley it opened onto was abandoned
of all but him. Nightfall approached
on swift feet, and the already frigid
temperature was dropping rapidly.
Mon Dieu. He hated the cold.
Jacques remembered accepting his
commission and heading out as part
of Napoleon's Great Army, marching
toward Moscow with high hopes of
conquering Russia. Instead, when
winter had come early, the ill-prepared
army found themselves fighting nature
more than the Russians.
And now, of the nearly four hundred
thousand men who had marched on to
Vilnius, less than ten thousand still
lived. Food had been scarce--the
damned Russian army had burned crops
and villages before the bedraggled
French soldiers could reach them--then
winter had hit. Hard.
He and his comrades had subsisted
on whatever they could, finally resorting
to eating their own mounts. And they'd
managed to reach Vilnius.
But he doubted any of them would
make it back to France alive.
Jacques had spent the afternoon
searching through the town, looking
for food of any sort. The villagers,
when they'd abandoned the area, had
taken most everything with them.
There was pitifully little to be
found. And so he sat here, numb,
probably dying.
And he didn't have the energy to
care.
"I will ask you again, mon cher.
Do you want to live forever?"
The words echoed in Jacques's ears,
and he looked up to see a dark haired
woman standing in the middle of the
snow-covered lane. Her ebony gaze
held him as captive as the unforgiving
cold gripping his body with icy finality.
He sat immobile in the still, silent
alley, his back against the door
of the shop, his legs drooped over
the stoop.
This...creature had come to him
once already, telling him a tale
much too incredible, too horrific,
to be true. Yet, as he stared at
her, he wondered...
She approached him on gliding feet,
her elegant boots making no noise
on the hard-packed snow. Stray leaves
and hay from a nearby livery stirred
as she trod over them. One long fingernail,
tinted with henna, trailed across
his tunic-clad shoulder.
His right hand tightened reflexively
around his musket. His other hand
went to the leather pouch holding
his gunpowder. Then he sat still,
unable to remember what he'd been
about to do.
The woman spoke, her voice holding
an accent that hinted at a long-forgotten
language. "I sense your disbelief, mon
cher. Why is this such a hard
thing?" she asked in a silken voice. "I
can give you eternal life. Eternal
youth." She knelt beside him, her
fingers stroking back and forth over
his shoulder. "In your years of service
with Napoleon's army, you have seen
many strange and wondrous things, oui? Why
would you doubt the truth of my words?"
He gave a bark of laughter from
a throat gone dry with thirst and
dread. "Madame," he said with
the utmost cold courtesy, "you would
have me believe you are sangsue--a
vampire? C’est incroyable! Too
incredible to be believed."
She smiled, showing even, white
teeth. "You misunderstand me, my
brave capitaine. I am not
a vampire. I am a lamia--I create vampires."
With a surge of strength borne of
desperation, Jacques found his feet
and shuffled away from her. She must
be a devil, sent to torment him before
death took him in its final embrace.
He quickly made the sign of the cross
and muttered, "Hail Mary, full of
grace. Blessed art thou among women.
Please, by the goodness of God..."
His horror was compounded by the
dread that God had forsaken him.
What had he done so sinful as to
be unforgivable? Had God damned him
for living the life of a soldier?
It was war. Men died. Some at his
hand.
Was this a devil, then, sent to
claim him, to take him to hell?
There was no answer to his prayer.
Only the woman, beautiful and deadly. Mon
Dieu. He spun around to face
her once more.
She shook her head and came nearer
with soundless tread. "Where is your
good God now, eh, mon cher?
Tell me, where is He who promised
never to leave you or forsake you?
Tell me, Jacques Gerrard, where is
He now?"
Jacques shook with horror. This
slender woman with raven tresses
knew his innermost thoughts. How
could it be?
She ran her hand across the muscles
of his chest, coming to rest over
the sluggish beating of his heart.
Even through the wool of his uniform,
he swore he could feel the awful
coldness of her flesh.
"I can save you, my handsome, brave
one." She cocked her head toward
the end of the alley, where several
bodies were stacked one upon another,
the blue and red of their uniforms
barely discernable under the freshly
fallen snow. She walked around him,
her hand caressing down his arm,
then over his back.
"I can spare you that fate, mon
cher. I can show you wondrous
and terrible things in this world,
share with you knowledge and secrets
I have uncovered over a thousand
lifetimes." The woman stopped in
front of him. Slender fingers touched
his chin. “You will never
feel cold again."
Staring straight ahead, Jacques
fisted his hands at his sides. His
teeth clenched. He wasn’t ready
to die. But was he ready to be damned?
"Let me save you, Jacques," she
whispered, kissing his rigid jaw
with soft, enticing lips. "Nothing
will be gained by your untimely death.
Let me save you, and mayhap you can
save others." Her voice was soft,
sibilant, huskier than before, garnering
his attention.
He looked down at her and drew in
a sharp, startled breath. Somehow,
her dress was gone, baring her high,
firm breasts and flat belly. His
gaze lingered at the dark hair sheltering
her sex before he realized there
were other changes.
No longer was her skin a milky porcelain.
Rather, it had a gray-green hue that
was reminiscent of the cobras he
had once seen on a trip to the lands
surrounding Jerusalem. Her eyes,
too, were reptilian, glowing with
a golden iridescence. She smiled,
revealing dagger-sharp teeth.
When a forked tongue flickered out
to taste the air, he moaned in fear
and once again made the sign of the
cross. The lamia--for now he had
irrefutable evidence that her words
were true--latched onto his shoulders
with unexpected strength and bore
him to the ground.
"Mon Dieu!" he cried out,
shivering with revulsion and fright,
fighting with all the strength his
starved body afforded him. "Non! I
do not want this. It is blasphemy!"
His energy quickly failed him, though,
and all too soon, he lay panting
beneath her. Jacques wondered briefly
where his compatriots were, why no
one came to his aid. Then he realized
they were most likely crowded together
in the abandoned hovels, sheltering
against the biting cold and the dark.
He was the only one foolish enough
to be wasting his time looking for
food. A foolishness that would surely
prove lethal at the hands of this...this
monster.
She laughed. A harsh, feral sound
that grated along his nerve endings. "The
choice is no longer yours, garçon.
You waited too long. I have decided
your fate. You belong to me,
to the night."
She stroked over his face with her
fingers, her hands no longer cold,
but hot as if they'd been plunged
into boiling water.
The lamia tore open his tunic, baring
his bluing flesh to the icy air. "I
have been alone too long. You will
be my consort, the sire to a new
generation of my offspring." Placing
her palms on his chest, her smile
like the gaping hole of hell, she
pressed down, heat from her hands
spreading throughout his body.
Jacques moaned as warmth flooded
into his frostbitten extremities.
With a flick of her wrist, she freed
his cock from his pantalon and
took him between greedy lips.
He moaned again, an abject mingling
of shame and unwilling passion as
his frail flesh betrayed him, hardening
under her erotic ministrations. Her
mouth nibbled on the wrinkled skin
of his man-sac and then she took
one testicle between her lips and
sucked gently. He gasped, his hips
bucking against her.
She released him and laughed again.
Long fingers curled around his rod
and stroked him from base to tip,
thumb sweeping over the slitted head.
Opening her mouth, she took him deep
into her throat and sucked hard.
Jacques couldn't help but arch into
her touch. Although his spirit fought
against his arousal, she was magnificent
in her form and expertise and his
body betrayed him. And as she impaled
herself on his cock and fit her teeth
into the tender flesh of his throat,
a solitary tear rolled from his eye.
"Who are you?" he whispered hoarsely.
Through senses made dull by her
forceful attack, he felt her move
off his still-hard shaft, her clawed
fingers replacing her body. She brought
her other hand to her mouth and bit
into her wrist.
While she stroked his erection with
one hand, she placed her bleeding
wrist at his mouth. He numbly swallowed,
her bitter, coppery essence sliding
down his throat with a burning rush.
She softly kissed him and moved
back over his cock. And as he helplessly
thrust his hips up to meet her once
more enveloping body, he heard her
laugh. "Call me Lilith, mon cher.
Welcome to my world."
But in her world he did not stay.
And therein lay the danger.