Chapter One
This God damned planet. Jenia
lay back on her small cot and closed
her eyes. In her hand, she held a
high tech vibrator and, as she spread
her legs, the heat from her core
seemed to rise. She clicked the vibrator
on and chose her perfect setting.
It would bring her to one orgasm
after another until she was finally
relieved.
But her mind kept getting in the
way.
Rational thought intruded. The reason
she used the vibrator every day,
like a ritual, like brushing her
teeth, was this planet and its air
and water. Something on Asberek enhanced
every human’s chemistry. Their
hormones shot out of control. Their
physical strength increased. Jenia
was one of the first scientists to
study the planet. She knew its effects
on human physiology.
It didn’t help her physical
ache. Even as her brain worked through
the tangled equations of human behavior
on Asberek, she moaned and touched
her nipples, rolling them between
her fingers as the vibrator hummed
along her aching, burning channel.
It didn’t help to know the
reasons. The planet increased human
sexual needs exponentially. No one
escaped.
Not even the cold as ice Dr. Jenia
Carstairs.
Her body ached in places she’d
never paid any attention to in the
past. All of sudden, she couldn’t
control her responses. The others
were even worse off. At least she
was completely sexually innocent.
Her sexual response was much lower
and easier to deal with than other
members of the team who began with
high sexual needs.
As her colleagues began to screw
like bunnies, she was able to deal
with her ache with a vibrator. She
had to do it every single day or
it became unbearable, like a bottle
with a cork plugged in it.
Frustrated, Jenia tried to turn
her mind to the task at hand. Her
body careened towards pleasure, but
her thoughts kept her from reaching
the ultimate height. There was only
one fantasy that would push her over
the edge.
Paul Lestrano.
Just picturing his tall, lean form
increased her heat and made her wet.
His dark, chocolate brown eyes and
his long fingers trailed over her
skin as her fantasy took form. So
often, she used his image in the
Virtual Fantasy Room to ease her
hormonal explosions. His deep voice
and commanding posture were burned
on her brain. In her fantasies, he
would sweat and cry out as she did
things to him that she kept hidden
from everyone else.
“Oh, Paul!” The vibrator
brought her to a hard, intense orgasm
and then another and another.
She stopped and removed the dildo
from her pussy. Empty. It all felt
so empty. Jenia was a scientist and
didn’t fool herself. Her obsession
with Paul Lestrano was doomed to
fail, and her inability to control
her sexual needs would lead her to
a one-way ticket back to Earth.
The others had worked off the effects
of the planet’s environment
and their systems were balanced.
While her coworkers no longer had
wild, abandoned sex, Jenia was left
with all the effects and no relief.
And she wouldn’t keep using
the Virtual Fantasy Room. As her
fantasy of Paul Lestrano dominated
every use of the VFR, she went there
more and more infrequently. But she
was like an addict without her drug.
What were the chances that Paul
Lestrano really would indulge her
dominant fantasies? In her fantasies,
he enjoyed the whip, the punishment,
the control she wielded. In real
life, he was a pain in her ass.
She groaned. The sexual intensity
passed, and she sat up on the side
of her bed.
Damp with sweat, she showered and
turned her thoughts away from herself
and back to work. She had a long
ten hours ahead of her.
* * * *
“Dr. Jenia Carstairs is the
one you need to talk to.” The
voice over the vid phone was dry
and professional. Paul Lestrano manipulated
the console to get a video feed,
but he wasn’t able to get a
clear picture. A humorless smile
lifted his lips. Perhaps he didn’t
want to know who was giving him orders.
“She’s a difficult woman
to get a meeting with,” Paul
told his superior. “Are you
sure she can be trusted?”
“She knows about the Rogue.” The
disembodied voice went on. “She
was on the Zenith when the Rogue
attempted to destroy it. None of
that will be news to her.”
A Rogue. Someone trained like him
in the Space Elite, but a killer
with no allegiance. Donny Pasquel.
A man with one thought in mind. Revenge
on humans. And he had help from an
alien race that hated human colonies. “But
the news that he’s on the planet
and the Dormrela are making their
move? That isn’t common knowledge.”
“No. The Ang have told us
the Dormrela will fight Earth for
the planet. We’re sending a
military battleship, but they may
attempt to destroy the colony before
it gets there.”
“And how the hell is this
doctor going to stop that? She’s
a scientist, not a general.”
“She has knowledge that is
vital to the survival of the colony
on Asberek, and she is the key to
destroying the Rogue Tribunal.”
Paul sighed impatiently. “Don’t
tell me. The Ang again.”
The Ang made Paul nervous. New Earth
allies, they saw time in a non-linear
fashion. Past, future and present
lay before them as one picture. But
their culture forbade them to interfere
in the future. Only massive destruction
or long term extinction compelled
them to share with their human allies
the dangers that lay in the future.
But what did humans really know about
them? Their thought process was as
different from humankind as their
anatomy.
They prevented the death of a woman
named Daniella Pearce, which apparently
was a catalyst for the destruction
of several races in the galaxy. Like
the oracles of old, they were cryptic,
silent on occasion, and very odd.
In the twenty third century, when
technology ruled human existence,
it seemed oracles still played a
part in history.
Paul forced his mind back to his
orders. “How much do I tell
Dr. Carstairs?”
“I leave that in your hands.”
Oh, I’m sure you do. Paul’s
bitter thoughts tinged his farewells
to the voice on the vid phone. If
anything went wrong, Paul Lestrano
was expendable.
How long had he been in the Tribunal?
Ten years?
A punk kid, he joined the military
in an attempt to escape his family.
The man who raised him hated the
sight of him. His real father was
dead, killed in a military convoy
in space. His mother despised the
military and refused to talk about
the man she married and bore a son
with. Paul grew up alone, disliked
by his parents and feared by his
peers.
Even as a young boy, he frightened
people. His broody good looks did
him no good when he’d lose
his temper and beat the shit out
of some kid. Usually for saying crap
about his father. In those days,
there was a strong anti-colonist
feeling, and Paul’s real father
had been leading colonists to a new
planet. The fact that he was dead
cut no ice with those kids. They
tormented Paul until he struck back.
He’d come home to icy disapproval
and go to school to experience taunts.
It wasn’t exactly a happy childhood.
He lasted until he was sixteen.
He lied about his age and joined
the army. It was the one branch that
had lousy computer records, and Paul
was able to stay in the ranks for
three years before they discovered
he’d lied. Their punishment
was another hitch. Paul didn’t
tell them he’d have hitched
up without being forced.
Two years into his second tour and
a colonel decided Paul was perfect
for the Tribunal. A replacement agency
for the Central Intelligence Agency
of the old days, it specialized in
undercover work, violence and secrets.
It was right up Paul Lestrano’s
alley.
For ten years, he kept the secrets,
killed the threats and lived a cold
existence. It suited him.
Then, he was shipped on the Zenith
and met Daniella Pearce. All his
manipulations there were a complete
failure. He’d tried to worm
his way into her life to protect
her, as he’d been ordered to
do, but she slipped through his fingers
and ended up with Captain Jake Tarune.
Since then, he’d been restless,
anxious. Part of it, he realized,
came from the emptiness inside him.
It wasn’t that he wanted Daniella
Pearce. Far from it. She was much
better off with the dominant Captain.
No, the emptiness came from the aching
loneliness.
In the aftermath of Donny Pasquel’s
attempt on Daniella’s life
and his escape to the Dormrela, Paul
ended up in the company of two couples,
both in blissful happiness. Their
contented demeanor was salt in an
old wound for Paul. Not only did
he have to deal with Tarune and his
lady love Daniella, but Sashina Matins
and Troy Lider also spent a lot of
time with him and they were also “in
love”.
Whatever that meant.
Paul flicked open several of the
files on his computer and attempted
to concentrate. As a Tribunal member
of the Space Elite, he had access
to everyone’s psych evaluation.
Everyone’s except his own.
That was standard. No one else’s
personal information was off limits
to him. He studied the file on Dr.
Jenia Carstairs.
The first few pages were fairly
uninteresting. American, upright
and very, very smart, her childhood
was marked only by its lack of events.
At eighteen, she had advanced so
quickly that she was first on the
list to study Asberek. What kind
of a young girl would ship off thousands
of light years away from home to
study a distant planet?
Her arrival on Asberek was punctuated
by another absence. While the other
scientists adjusted to the new environment,
she did not. It was noted that her
VFR use increased, but certainly
not much in comparison to her fellow
scientists.
Paul noted that after the others
adjusted and their VFR use decreased,
hers continued to increase until
recently. The file said she hadn’t
used the VFR in six months. He frowned.
He clicked to the next page. Maybe
her psych eval would reveal why her
behavior was so erratic. After all,
the reason she’d been on the
Zenith during the whole Rogue Tribunal
incident was to have another psych
evaluation.
Shock ripped through Paul’s
mind as he read the file.
Dr. Jenia Carstairs has not adjusted
to the heightened sexual needs
created by the water and air on
Asberek (see attached chemistry
report). When questioned about
her Virtual Fantasy Room use, she
becomes agitated and angry. Insomnia
has plagued her on the planet.
Her work there has not suffered,
but it is the opinion of this Evaluator
that she may allow her inner conflict
to interfere in the next twelve
months.
VFR use has been very specific
and concerns me. Every fantasy
programmed by Dr. Carstairs has
involved a Lieutenant Paul Lestrano,
head of the Zenith’s Mechanic’s
section. This began after their
first meeting. It is recommended
that she is encouraged to continue
to use this fantasy since it gives
her the most relief.
She is a female dominant who
has some sadistic tendencies. Her
domineering parents and their constant
control over every aspect of her
life has created control issues
in Dr. Carstairs. Previously, she
has always dealt with these issues
through her work. Circumstances
have changed, since Asberek has
been the catalyst for extreme sexual
tension. This has brought out the
female dominant she has repressed
all her life.
In her fantasies, Paul Lestrano
is a male submissive. This is not
a new conclusion and was noted
on her previous evaluation, though
that Evaluator determined she had
a huge fear of indulging her fantasy
and would be safe from the usual
Space tension.
My concern is that, until she
was on Asberek, Ms. Carstairs was
a sexual virgin. Now, her sexuality
is enhanced by the planet’s
environment. She may have probed
her sexual nature in a more gradual
and natural way if not for the
effects of the planet’s atmosphere.
Also, her sexual encounters have
been almost exclusively with holographic
partners.
Her obsession with Paul Lestrano
has only affected her fantasy life.
Her real interactions with the
Lieutenant have been professional
and non-sexual. I attribute this
to a social reticence that developed
due to her meteoric rise in the
scientific community.
Recommendations are as follows.
If Dr. Carstairs does not increase
her use of the VFR, she will have
increased stress and sleeplessness.
It may be required to order her
to use the facilities. Threat of
deportation back to Earth will
be effective, since she is deeply
committed to the planet and its
animal inhabitants. I recommend
the order to commence if she does
not comply with my suggestion by
sixty days from the date of this
report.
A female dominant? Paul squirmed.
The idea of submitting to a woman
appealed to him. Oh, he’d done
it before but usually as an undercover
requirement. No woman ever broke
his outer shell.
He’d observed Sashina Matins
do just that with her male submissive
Troy. Somehow, it was so natural
and beautiful.
His mind had wandered again. The
date of the report was over sixty
days old. She should be getting that
order soon.
Perhaps his meeting with the doctor
would be easier than he thought.
He might be able to find out what
he needed to know in a much more
comfortable setting. Provided he
could play himself as Dr. Jenia Carstairs
viewed him.