Chapter One
”Are you a virgin?”
The startling question ruptured
the silence in the stone chamber.
The final word seemed to echo off
the floor and ceiling, bouncing into
the books that lined most of the
walls. What little wall space was
not consumed by books was made up
by windows, and the dust mote-speckled
rays of sunlight haloed the question’s
intended target.
Siara, Headmistress of the Temple
College turned Royal Scribe and historian,
completed her sentence, finishing
the final letter with a precise flourish,
and set down her quill. She wiped
her ink-stained fingers with a rag
as she sat back in her chair. She
looked up, steady golden-brown gaze
focusing on the speaker.
“Could you please repeat your
question?” Her voice was smooth
and well-modulated, that of a seasoned
teacher.
Anleeh, Lord Justice of the new
monarchy, carefully examined Siara’s
face in case he gave offense, but
found neither disgust nor anger in
her features. Her smooth face was
as controlled as ever.
“Are you a virgin?”
“Why do you ask?”
“Your answer is vital to our
mission.” Anleeh stressed the
possessive.
“I fail to see how my state
of sexual knowledge has any bearing
on an ambassadorial mission.”
“Then you prove me right.
I should go alone. If answering this
simple question in the comfort and
seclusion of the Palace bothers you,
you will never survive this mission.”
Her back straightened, though Anleeh
hadn’t thought it possible.
She looked as if she were strapped
to a board.
“I assure you, Lord Anleeh,
that I am more than capable of accompanying
you on this mission, and am fully
committed to completing it.”
“Committed enough to answer
my question?”
Siara turned her face to the side,
the sunlight striking cheeks that
were crimson with a blush. “If
it is so important for you to know,
then I will tell you. Yes, I am a
virgin.”
Her shoulders slumped slightly,
and suddenly she was not the stiff
Head Mistress but an embarrassed
young woman. Anleeh cursed himself.
He was being cruel to her, deliberately
so, and she did not deserve it. He
leaned forward and touched her hand,
drawing her attention to him. Working
to suppress his anger, Anleeh smiled
at her, the cocky half-grin he’d
cultivated as part of his debonair
attitude.
“I ask only because your answer
will affect our mission and the story
we will tell to explain your presence.”
“Why must there be a story?”
“The people of Den would neither
understand nor accept you as a delegate
of the Great City.”
“But your people will accept
you back to your homeland.”
Anleeh didn’t want to be reminded
of that. It was days before their
planned departure and his stomach
was already knotted. He rose from
his chair and went to the window.
They’d commandeered this antechamber
in the Palace for the headquarters
of their operation. Preparation for
the journey had begun only a week
ago, the moment after Anleeh caved
to the pleadings of the King and
Queen to accept this mission.
Strangely, in all that time, he
and Siara had spent very little time
together. He knew her, of course.
Had known her since he came to the
Temple. They were of an age, and
had each come into positions of power,
he as Zinah, she as Headmistress,
around the same time.
Despite these similarities Anleeh
could count their conversations on
a single hand. As Zinah, Anleeh had
very few dealings with any woman
besides the Priestess. Siara’s
domain of innocent young girls and
learning was far removed from his
darker world of sex and war.
But now she would be his companion
in the single hardest thing he’d
ever done: returning home.
Anleeh turned, putting his back
to the window, and examined his new
companion.
She should have been plain. Her
body appeared as one massive lump
beneath the heavy brown cloth of
her shapeless dress, no defining
curves anywhere. Her hair was also
brown, braided down her back--a woman
decidedly fashion-unfriendly and
uniformly brown. And yet, her face.
Her eyes, too large, were a pale
brown with a rim of black around
the iris. Her other features seemed
unremarkable when compared to those
eyes, but upon closer inspection,
he realized she possessed well formed
lips, the bottom one pleasingly plump,
a small nose with a slightly pointed
tip, and an equally-pointed chin.
Siara stared back at him, seemingly
fearless in the face of his regard,
and it was in her eyes that Anleeh
found that which separated her from
other women.
They sparkled. Not with humor or
lust, both emotions he’d seen
light a woman’s eyes. Siara’s
brown eyes shone with the light of
fierce intelligence.
He stepped away from the window,
moving to stand before her, shadowing
her with his body. Testing her, he
cupped her chin. Siara did not turn
from his touch. This close, he felt
that he could drown in all he could
see in those eyes--passion and anger
mingled with strength of spirit.
Dismissing the thoughts as flights
of fancy, he released her chin.
But as he turned away, his fingers
tingled from just that brief moment
of contact.
* * * *
Siara watched as Anleeh turned away
from her, roaming like a caged cat
around the perimeter of the room.
She waited until his back was turned
to drag in great gulps of air, slumping
as she did so.
“You have read much. What
did you read about the women of Den?”
The moment he asked she snapped
to attention, all nerve endings tingling
awake once more. She’d read
everything there was in the library
on Den, and had been preparing for
this journey by doing selected re-readings,
so she readily answered his question.
“The women of Den are known
to be strong and willful. There are
stories of the women raising arms
and fighting to defend their homes
when the men are away.”
“Yes, my aunt was severely
injured while fighting to defend
my Uncle’s Hall.”
“Did she die?”
“Yes.” He said it with
neither remorse nor grief. “What
did you learn of the men and women
of Den and how they relate to one
another?”
Siara’s brow furrowed. “I
don’t remember reading anything
specifically about that.”
“Very well,” he said,
and then returned to his chair next
to her. He sat for a moment, tapping
his fingers on the table, before
speaking again. “I will train
you as we travel.”
“Train me?” Siara considered
the rather odd choice of words. For
someone as devoted to the written
word as she, deciphering the nuances
of speech was one of her greatest
strengths.
“Yes.”
“Don’t you mean teach
me?”
“I say what I mean. I must
train you to act like a woman of
Den.”
“How do they act?”
“In some ways you are much
like them: strong and outspoken and
determined.”
Siara felt her cheeks heat with
pleasure at the compliment, and turned
her face into the sunlight, hoping
to hide her blush.
“Than why do I need training?” she
asked once she was under control.
Anleeh sighed, “In Den, while
it is true that the women are strong
and independent, they must always, always submit
to their man.”
Siara blinked once, very slowly. “I
do not understand.”
“Women are like--like animals.”
“Animals?” Siara heard
the shock in her own voice. He was
supposed to be a learned man. For
all his care of fashion and power
in battle, he was intelligent and
knowledgeable in many things. Anything
less would have made him unworthy
of both his previous title as Zinah,
and now the title of Lord. His words
betrayed the ideal of him in her
mind. That struck Siara, and she
stopped to examine the complex idea.
So intent was she in her study that
she almost missed his next words.
“Let me explain.” He
returned to his chair, resting one
hip on the armrest. He leaned forward,
his eyes brilliant and intent, forcing
her to return her attention to him. “They
are like wolves, wolves that have
been trained. When given their freedom,
they are fierce and dangerous, but
at their Master’s call they
heel and obey their Master’s
will.” He stopped, and Siara
waited for more explanation. When
it was clear no more was forthcoming,
Siara did her best to understand
what he’d said.
“The women of Den are ...
slaves?”
“No.” His denial was
immediate, but footnoted by his next
comment. “Though if there were
written laws there, as we have here,
women would be the property of men.
A man reveres his mother and protects
his sisters, but a man’s wife
is his, obedient to him in all things.
A beautiful woman who is both wild
and obedient is prized above all
others.”
Siara’s mind raced, piecing
together all his words and actions. “That
is why you were upset I was a woman,
and why you ask if I am a virgin.”
Anleeh turned to face her. “Yes.”
“We must ... marry?” Siara
rubbed her fingertips against her
cuffs with such vigorous intensity
that the fabric grew hot. The thought
was terrifying and thrilling. It
would be insulting to take the sacred
trust of marriage in vain by committing
only for the sake of their mission,
but he would be hers. Even if it
were meaningless, he would be hers.
Don’t be foolish, she
admonished herself. But the euphoria
remained.
She’d loved him from the first
moment she met him.
Siara knew, with painful clarity,
how pitiful her unrequited love was.
She’d become a scholar of his
homeland for no other reason than
she wanted to be near him, had never
married or looked to another man
for companionship because of her
unwavering regard for him. It was
madness that what should have been
no more than a school-girl crush
carried on for five long years.
It was her greatest secret. Siara
was a background character, a player
unnoticed on the stage of life. She
could have lived like that, could
have spent the rest of her days loving
him from afar, if the revolution
hadn’t happened.
Many things had changed when the
usurper-King was overthrown and the
former High Priestess and one of
her Zinahs were placed on the throne
as Queen and King. A nation that
had lived in darkness for a thousand
years learned to hope again, remembered
what it was to plan for the future.
Siara’s passion had always
been for books detailing the explorations
of travelers, especially those to
Den. In the time of peace, 1000 years
before, the Land Between the Seas
had been a place of great learning.
Explorers had traveled to the far
reaches of the land, to the sea and
beyond. Many had written of their
travels, detailing worlds that Siara
could only dream of.
When the calm after the storm of
the revolution revealed a multitude
of paths open to Siara, she’d
chosen to leave behind her safe life
in the Temple, and had requested
the position of Royal Historian and
Scribe, making her a vital part of
any exploration. She longed for the
adventure of travel with a fierceness
that scared her, but she’d
never even been beyond the borders
of the city.
When the King and Queen told her
that the first expedition to leave
would be an ambassador mission to
Den, one of the wildest and far-flung
parts of the Land Between the Seas,
led by Anleeh, she’d volunteered
without hesitation.
She’d intended to leave behind
her hopeless regard for him when
she left her old life behind, but
here she was, at the dawn of her
greatest adventure, closer to him
than she’d ever been before.
Afraid her thoughts were visible,
Siara lowered her eyes, staring at
his knee, hoping he would not know
that the treasonously loud pounding
of her heart was caused by desire.
“I would not force you to
do that, but we shall say that we
plan to marry.”
Siara’s heart gave one more
thump, and reason returned. Of course
she did not want a forced marriage
of pretense.
“We shall be betrothed?” She
clarified, voice steady, eyes still
on his knee, outlined by the fine
cut of his dark leggings.
“Yes.”
“If we will not truly marry,
why does it matter if I am a virgin?”
“Den is a sexual world, decadent
by the standards of our city, and
the way that women are trained, and
the most expressive aspect of their
submission, is through sex.”
“So you will ... train me
... to submit, when we ... have sex.”
Siara could barely force the words
out. Her conclusion seemed preposterous.
Two days ago she was not sure he
knew her name, and now they sat calmly
discussing how he would train her
through sex.
“I will teach you to submit
in all ways necessary, but the training
will come when I touch you, yes.”
Siara shuddered in pure, vibrant
arousal. To hear Anleeh speak of
touching her, his explanation imbuing
the word “train” with
deep sexual connotations she had
not known it could have, brought
a flush of heat, chased by a shiver,
to her skin.
* * * *
Staring down at Siara’s bowed
head, Anleeh clenched his fists as
he watched her shudder in horror.
Hating himself for what he would
do to her, Anleeh mentally cursed
the King and Queen once more for
saddling him with her.
Den was a savage land, and would
have been hard for any person not
of the culture to visit, let alone
a woman. When they’d told him
that morning who his companion was
to be, Anleeh had threatened to quit,
stating that any man would be better
than a woman. His arguments had not
swayed the Queen, who possessed the
insane notion that women could do
anything a man could. When this journey
changed Siara, taught her to want
things that were taboo and decadent
in the great city, made her crave
a man’s touch on her flesh,
it would be on the Queen’s
head.
But he would be the one to change
her, to teach her passion and then
control her with it. He would not
hurt her, at least, not more than
was absolutely necessary to make
her understand, but however pure
his intentions, it would change her.
She was a woman of great strength
and steady nature. She should remain
at the College, marry and birth babies
she could raise with a steady hand.
Come to think of it, she’d
be perfect for Moregon. She should
not be dragged halfway across the
world, stripped and subjected to
his lust, for the sake of a kingdom
she’d already served long and
well.
“If there is a boy, someone
you desire, I suggest you go to him
before we leave.” The thought
of Siara with a solider or simple
farm boy, who would no doubt be a
clumsy and selfish lover, displeased
him. Realizing he was frowning, Anleeh
ran a hand over his face, as if he
could scrub away his thoughts.
“There is no one.”
The rubbing had not worked, but
her simple statement, spoken as nothing
more than fact, pleased him. His
honor, though, forced him to be sure.
They were little better than acquaintances
and she was surrendering her virginity
to him, with little time to find
any alternative.
“Are you sure that you want
your first time to be at my hand?”
Siara nodded.
Anleeh prowled around the room,
touching books and papers that could
not hold his attention.
“Siara, I have told you that
this must be done, that to survive
our time in Den you must learn to
submit, but if you cannot do this
of your own free will, I cannot take
you.” He turned to face her
and she raised her head to meet his
gaze. Her expression was unreadable,
an assembly of features with no animation
behind it, but her eyes gave her
away, dancing with intelligence and
bright intensity. “Siara, I
will not rape you.”
She jerked at the words, lips parting
with the shock of his brutal words. “Lord
Anleeh, I did not think you would.
I am ... quite willing.” Her
face returned to its passive mask,
but her jaw line and cheeks flushed
a dull cherry.
The blush lent veracity to her words,
and he noticed the way her fingers
twisted in her lap, worrying the
cuff of her gown. Relief that he
would not be asked to coerce a woman
who parted her legs only for the
good of the kingdom inundated him.
“When would you like to ...
have sex? Tonight? I have no plans.
Or shall we wait until we begin the
journey?” This time her modulated
tone failed her, and Anleeh heard
the emotion beneath the words. She
both wanted to postpone it and was
eager to partake of what he was offering
her. She rose, apparently aware of
what her words had revealed, and
started clearing off the table.
“Siara.” She continued
stacking books. “Siara, look
at me.” Again she ignored him.
Anleeh grabbed Siara’s wrist,
spinning her to face him. He wrapped
his fingers around her hips and lifted
her, seating her on the table. As
she gaped at him, he grabbed her
wrists and forced them behind her
back, holding them with one hand.
With the other hand, he tilted her
chin up. It felt good to handle her
this way, her still hidden body full,
solid and luscious in its hidden
mystery.
For the first time her carefully
guarded features revealed emotion--emotions
his words had unveiled. Her dark
eyes widened with shock, her lips
parted. She looked delectable.
“Much better,” he purred.
Moving his hand from beneath her
chin to curl loosely around her throat,
Anleeh brought his lips to hers.
Siara, her lips still parted, gasped
at the first soft brush of his mouth.
Her gasp drew his breath into her
so that she breathed him in. His
lips sealed to hers, their mouths
molding together. Anleeh watched
as her eyes fluttered closed and
she made the smallest of noises,
like the mewing of a cat. With a
shudder of arousal Anleeh released
her wrists, sliding his hands to
her waist.
Slipping his tongue past her parted
lips, he touched the edge of her
teeth, gentling her to the invasion.
As he ventured further, Anleeh concentrated
on exploring her only with his mouth.
Though his hands twitched with the
need to cup her breasts, he kept
them at her waist. She had begun
to worry him.
Siara’s stillness was an anomaly
he’d never experienced before.
He did not know if the suddenness
of the kiss had dumbfounded her,
the pleasure of it had stunned her
or, he thought with a jolt, if she
were astonished and still because
this was her first kiss. He was neither
ignorant of his appeal nor so vain
as his actions may portray, and Anleeh
started to break the kiss, already
preparing a suitably self-deprecating
and dismissive remark.
With a final peck to the edge of
her mouth, Anleeh leaned back, a
half smile hiding his embarrassment
and worry. “Divine lips you
have, Sia-“
Siara literally threw herself at
Anleeh. The force of it knocked Anleeh
off his feet. He landed hard on his
ass and then rocked onto his back
as she came down on top of him.
“What...”
Siara grabbed his ears and kissed
him. There was no practiced precision,
no gentle exploration. Her lips pressed
against his so hard that their teeth
knocked together. Anleeh opened his
mouth to help her deepen the kiss
but she’d moved away, raining
small pecking kisses over his face,
her grip on his ears keeping him
still.
“Sia--Siara, what...”
Siara braced her elbows on his chest
and looked down at him. Her eyes
were nearly black, the pupils were
so wide. Her breathing came in short
hard pants and her eyes darted over
his face, coming back to his lips
each time.
With great deliberation, Anleeh
licked his lower lip. Siara shuddered.
She is aroused. She is so aroused
she trembles with it. Anleeh
grinned, and licked his lip again.
On a moan, Siara leaned down and
bit his lower lip.
Beneath her, Anleeh jerked.
“I’m sorry.” Siara
scrambled off Anleeh, turning her
head, cheeks flaming with a vermillion
blush.
“Siara, do not apologize.”
“I don’t know what came
over me.”
“I think you do.”
Siara refused to turn, despite his
chiding tone. “Lord Anleeh,
please accept my apologies.”
“Why are you so formal with
me?” He knew the answer, knew
that she was hiding behind formality
and ceremony, but wanted her to acknowledge
it.
She ignored the question. “Is
there anything else we need to discuss?”
“Yes, we need to discuss what
just happened.”
“I believe it is called a
kiss. There are many examples in
the library if you would like me
to find you an appropriate passage.” Her
tone had grown almost snippy and
Anleeh smiled behind her back, enjoying
this far more than he should.
“It is the manner of the kiss
we must discuss,” he goaded
her.
“There is no need. We kissed.
From what you said, we will do so
again.”
“Yes, that and much more.” Finally
he asked the crucial question, all
humor gone. He needed to know her
answer. “Why did you...”
“Please,” she whispered,
cutting him off, and then wrapping
her arms around her stomach and squeezing.
Anleeh moved up behind her. Her
distress, the protective way she
held herself, contained answers,
but he did not want to make vain
assumptions. “Are you frightened
by what happened?”
“No.”
“Are you upset? Ashamed?”
“No, my Lord.”
“Anleeh,” he corrected
her.
“Anleeh. I beg your leave,
there is much to do.”
“There is,” he conceded.
Siara finished stacking the parchments
rolls and books, her shoulders drawn
up to her neck, and hunched forward
protectively. Awkwardly gathering
an armful of reading materials, Siara
executed a quick bobbing curtsey
in Anleeh’s general direction
and started for the door.
“Siara, wait.” Siara
paused, considered his words, and
then kept walking. Anleeh blinked.
Her deliberate manner, the obvious
way she considered and then dismissed
his words, shocked, and to be truthful,
aroused him.
“Siara, stop.” This
time it was an order, his voice hard
and deep. Siara stopped.
Anleeh came up behind her once more.
He lifted the heavy braid away from
the back of her neck,
“I will not let you hide from
me. Before this is done I will see
your body and soul laid bare before
me.” Anleeh kissed the exposed
nape of her neck. “Until tomorrow,
lover.”
* * * *
Siara avoided him until the day
of their departure.
Though she had been offered lush
quarters at either the Temple or
the Palace after the revolution,
she’d selected small chambers
near the library and spent most of
the past two days there, reading.
Anleeh’s words, his warning,
about what took place between the
men and woman of Den had piqued her
curiosity.
It was only late at night, when
her hands, without conscious effort,
roamed over her naked body, stroking,
pressing, and pinching, that she
would acknowledge she was hiding
in her study to escape her feelings
and his reaction.
Dawn of the departure day found
Siara checking and re-checking her
packing. They intended to leave at
noon. A parade was planned to usher
them out of the Great City. This
expedition symbolized the return
of so many things that had been lost.
When a knock at the door came, she
was relieved. “Mistress Siara?”
“Coming.” She opened
the door of her chamber. A Temple
servant stood in the corridor, head
bowed respectfully.
“Good morn, Mistress Siara.”
“My packs are there.” She
indicated a side wall where the two
large canvas satchels rested.
“Yes, Mistress. I will have
them brought down directly.”
“Where is Lord Anleeh?”
“He arrived a few moments
ago.”
“He is here?”
“Yes, Mistress.”
“I thought we were leaving
from the Palace?”
“Yes, Mistress, Lord Anleeh
came to escort you.”
Swallowing her nerves, Siara left
the man to bring her bags and made
her way down to the courtyard of
the Temple.
As she came through the doors, the
powerful noon sunlight brightened
everything in the courtyard and haloed
the object of her desire. Dressed
in a short tunic with thick leather
pants, his dark hair lit with deep
fire by the gold of the sun, Anleeh
was god-like. Sunlight reflected
off the polished silver of his sword.
He would have been faceless, backlit
by the sun, had her memory, so well
versed in his visage, not sketched
the lines of his perfect lips, high
cheekbones and dancing green eyes,
into the dark shadow of his face.
“Siara.” Anleeh moved
forward into the shadow of the Temple,
his features appearing as if the
god had chosen to reveal himself.
It took a moment for Siara to understand
that the throbbing in her chest was
due to more than her rapidly beating
heart. Releasing the breath she’d
been holding, Siara forced her face
into its smooth, watchful mask.
“I am ready, Anleeh.” He
smiled and looked over her shoulder,
presumably for the bags. “The
boy is bringing them.”
Anleeh lifted Siara onto a grey
speckled mare. Hiding her nerves,
Siara took the reins, doing her best
to pretend she knew what to do with
them. After waiting to be sure that
her bags had been secured, Anleeh
swung onto his own, much larger,
bay stallion.
Clicking to both horses, Anleeh
led the way out of the Temple. Try
as she might Siara could not stop
herself from turning around, glancing
one final time at the building that
had been her home.
* * * *
“We don’t need...”
“Yes, you do,” the Queen
countered.
“Goddess bless me. Prima,” he
implored the King. “Help.” Tamlohn
shrugged, staying out of the Queen’s
way as she directed the stable hands
to secure the bags she was sending
with the expedition.
“We are traveling light,” Anleeh
reminded the Queen.
“I sent nothing overly heavy.”
“But you added four bags!”
“They are gifts,” she
said, as if that explained everything.
“My Lady.” Siara’s
interruption caught Anleeh open-mouthed
with his next rebuttal unuttered. “Have
you a list of these items? As we
did not see the bags packed they
will be of little use to us unless
we know what each pack contains.”
The Queen pulled out a folded sheet
and read off the listed items to
Siara, who stood sedately by her
side.
Anleeh watched them together. His
eyes traveled the length of the Queen’s
elegant back, each curve of her upper
body hugged by the heavily embroidered
and strapless gown she wore. Sooner
than was flattering to the Queen’s
beauty, he turned his attention to
Siara. She wore another mud colored
dress, shapelessly falling from her
shoulders.
“What do you see?” Tamlohn
asked quietly.
“She is hiding.” Anleeh
answered the King’s question
before he stopped to think.
“What from?”
“That I do not know. Her past?
But not as I do. She hides from the
world, yet is eager to explore.”
“An interesting woman.”
“Yes. I think more than anything
else she hides from herself. There
is great passion in her.”
“Have you...”
“A kiss only,” Anleeh
said.
“You kissed her?” The
King’s deep shock resonated
with past pain. Among the Zinahs,
a kiss was forbidden, and so had
come to mean much to these men.
“I did, but, more importantly,
she kissed me.”
“You mean she kissed you in
return?”
“No. I broke the kiss, leaned
away, and then she, well...”
“What?”
“...she flew at me, knocked
me to the ground and kissed me.”
Tamlohn looked at Siara, his red-brown
eyebrows high on his forehead.
“Truth,” Anleeh insisted.
“If you say.”
“I do.”
They stood in silence for a moment,
Anleeh’s eyes still on the
silhouette of his traveling companion.
The King’s hand on his shoulder
startled him. When he looked over,
Tamlohn wore a serious expression.
Anleeh straightened, mentally preparing
for news of the worst sort.
“What is it, Prima?”
Tamlohn shook his head. “Just
a warning, my brother.”
“There is no need for warnings.
Caution will be my constant companion.”
“This warning is in regard
to Siara.”
“I have warned her of what
this may cost her, may cost us both.”
“I know, and Cryessa has spoken
with her also.”
“Than what is your warning?”
The King paused for a moment, and
when he spoke it was with a slight
hesitation, as if he had trouble
finding the words. “Protect
her.”
“I will. Den is a dangerous
place. I will lay down my life to
protect her if necessary.” Anleeh
wanted to promise the King, and himself,
that Siara would come to no harm,
but he did not think it a promise
he could make.
“I do not mean her body and
mind, but her heart.”
“I doubt her heart is involved,” Anleeh
protested. Though he could not deny
the passion in her kiss, lust and
love were far different things.
“I worry it already is.”
“What?” Anleeh, asked,
voice sharp. He turned his attention
from Siara to examine the King’s
face. It was clear from the brackets
around Tamlohn’s mouth and
the set of his brows that he was
not joking.
“Cryessa said something that
made me think there may be more to
Siara’s motivations than we
know.”
“If you know something of
her motivations that would jeopardize
my cause, I would ask that you tell
me. I believe she craves adventure,
to experience the world outside the
Temple and to serve this kingdom,
and the Queen, as she has all her
life. The kiss was a matter of passion,
not of the heart.”
“It is nothing to jeopardize
your mission, but you should never
underestimate the secrets in a woman’s
heart. Simply take my warning for
what it is.”
“Then be clear. What is your
warning?”
“Don’t break her heart.”
* * * *
“Indeed, my Lady, this is
a very comprehensive list and I thank
you.”
“I hope that it is not too
much.” Cryessa looked over
her shoulder at the loaded horses
and winced.
“It is best to be prepared
for any eventuality.”
The Queen turned back to Siara and
smiled. “This is truth, but
do not underestimate the power of
inspiration.” Siara bowed her
head slightly in acknowledgement
of the wisdom. “Before you
go, there is one other thing I wanted
to talk with you about.”
“Yes, my Lady?”
Cryessa raised her hands and cupped
Siara’s face. Heat tingled
through Siara’s cheeks where
the Priestess’s hands touched. “May
I?”
“Y-yes.” Siara didn’t
even know what the Queen was asking
her.
Against her face, the Queen’s
hands warmed from tepid to scorching.
Siara drew in a deep breath as the
heat penetrated her face, seeping
into her, until she could taste magic
on the back of her tongue. Light
crowded the corners of her vision
as the Queen’s skin began to
glow. Golden light filled her vision
and Siara sucked in a breath. Though
she trusted the Queen, it was unnerving
to be blinded by the light. Just
when she feared she could not abide
it for a moment longer, it began
to fade.
Siara blinked rapidly as the Queen
removed her hands, the previously
clement air feeling frigid upon her
heated cheeks.
“Siara, I will ask something
of you.”
“Yes, my Queen?”
“Be careful.”
“I have every intention of
doing so.” Siara found her
request odd. She and the Queen had
been acquainted for years. Surely
she knew Siara’s actions were
always deliberate and careful.
“I am confident that you will
take care of yourself. It is for
Anleeh that I ask.”
“I do not understand.”
“Be careful with him. His
scars run deep.”
Siara looked over her shoulder at
Anleeh and then turned back. “I
promise, I will do everything I can
to aid him.”
“In your mission, yes. You
are both loyal and strong. What I
worry for is what will happen between
the two of you.”
Siara dropped her eyes. “This
is a monumental task you have set
us on, the first peaceful ambassador
delegation to be sent from the Great
City in 1000 years. I would not jeopardize
that.” Her words were sharp
and defensive.
“I do not accuse you of anything,” the
Queen soothed, “but I think
we both know that emotions beyond
duty to your country are already
involved.” Startled, Siara
looked up. “There is little
that I cannot read in your mind and
heart, though you are skilled in
shielding your emotions on your face.”
“My--my feeling for, for Lord
Anleeh...” The protests fell
futilely from Siara’s lips,
halting completely when the Queen
raised her hand.
“Your feelings are your own.
I only ask you to be careful, both
of your own heart, and of his.”
“I’m sure Anleeh will
be fine.”
The Queen shook her head. “He
is more vulnerable than you know.
It is his broken heart for
which I fear.” The Queen briefly
cupped Siara’s cheek, then
leaned in and pressed a kiss to Siara’s
forehead.
“Come.” Linking arms,
the Queen led her back to the men. “The
time is upon us. I feel the excitement
of those who line the streets to
see you off.” The Queen let
go of Siara and turned to examine
the preparations.
Tamlohn stepped back from Anleeh
and signaled the men to mount up.
“It is time,” the King
said as stable hands brought their
horses forward.
Neither Siara not Anleeh moved.
They stood, three paces apart, simply
staring at one another, the secrets
of their thoughts concealed behind
impassive faces.
Tamlohn looked at Cryessa and then
moved forward. “Siara, allow
me to help you mount.”
Without a word, Anleeh stepped forward,
blocking the King. Putting his hands
on Siara’s waist, he lifted
her onto her horse, helping her to
swing her leg over and situate her
skirts once she’d settled.
He eased each foot into its stirrup,
his hands holding her calves over
the deerskin leggings she wore beneath
her skirts.
Reaching up, he corrected her grip
on the reins, threading them through
her fingers.
Neither said a word.
Turning away, Anleeh vaulted onto
his own horse and then looked at
the King and Queen, touching his
hand to his heart, forehead, throat
and lips.
Cryessa stepped forward. “May
the Goddess bless and protect you.”
The gates swung open, the Great
City revealed in its panoramic glory,
the gold and brown of the buildings
framed by the green mountains that
protected it and sheltered by the
blue sky above. Anleeh led the way,
a more recognizable figure than Siara.
As his horse stepped out from the
shadow of the wall, cheers rose,
blanketing the City, spreading a
dull roar across the land, rolling
over the rows of houses and businesses,
seeping into the stones of the street.
Anleeh reared his horse, displaying
the horsemanship Tamlohn had taught
them and the crowd roared louder.
The first expedition of the new reign
had begun.