Chapter One
It was a beautiful party.
The ballroom of the St. James
Hotel glittered with crystals
and candlelight and the gemstones
clasped around the necks of so
many women. The only shadows
in the room were the gentlemen
in their dark suits, partnered
with their more colorful companions
or gathered with each other for
secret male conversation to make
larger pools of darkness amongst
the brilliance.
The dance floor was a rolling
sea of scarlet and azure, green
and gold, the dancers all but
hidden in the rise and fall of
bustled skirts as they swirled
and spun in time to the waltzes
and gavottes being performed
by the small orchestra at the
head of the room. Music and conversation
and laughter filled the room
as men made deals and women made
matches. It was the social event
of eighteen hundred and seventy-two.
Sarah Adams watched it from
the side.
She was content with that. It
wasn’t as though an event
such as this was a common occurrence
in her daily life. It was rare
that she ever even left Fairport,
so just the trip into Manhattan
was an excitement in and of itself.
Uncle Robert might never have
agreed to it at all if it weren’t
so close to Daphne’s sixteenth
birthday; and for the fact that
he was paying none of the costs.
As though summoned by thought,
Daphne appeared at her side to
collapse breathlessly into the
chair next to her. “Oh,
Sarah, isn’t it a marvel?” she
demanded, obviously expecting
no contradiction. Daphne looked
as pretty as a plain girl could,
her eyes bright with excitement,
her pale cheeks flushed. No expense
had been spared in outfitting
her for the evening, although
perhaps some better taste might
not have gone amiss. The gown
was a girlish pale pink, but
the cut was much more daring,
suited more for a woman of greater
experience and ... stature than
a nubile young debutante. But
Daphne had insisted, and her
mother would deny her nothing.
The gentlemen seemed to appreciate
it, as she hadn’t been
without a partner all evening.
Sarah’s only concern was
that the young men retained their
manners. It was, after all, why
she was here.
“And there are so many
important people here!” Daphne
rushed on, not really expecting
an answer. Daphne never needed
a conversation partner, only
an audience. “Look,” she
said, pointing shamelessly at
a woman holding court near the
fireplace, “that’s
Mildred Hathaway. She is a leader
in the National Women’s
Suffrage Association. And there’s
Jason Sinclair. He has such a
wicked reputation, every girl
here blushes if he so much as
looks at her.”
The man in question certainly
looked the part of a rakehell.
His clothes were all of the latest
style and finest quality, and
he wore his chestnut hair slightly
longer than his high collar.
He had a drink in one hand and
his arm around a smug-looking
young woman as he leaned forward
to talk to another. Sarah thought
she saw his eyes duck down briefly
to peer down the girl’s
bodice.
“And Abigail Fremont,” Daphne
twittered on. “You remember
her from that horrible scandal
in the paper last autumn, don’t
you? And over there...”
Sarah laid a hand on Daphne’s
forearm, forestalling any more
sightings. “My, you’ve
picked up quite a collection
of acquaintances in one evening,” she
chided mildly. “Scoundrels
and scarlet women and radicals;
I’m not certain Aunt Margaret
would approve.”
“Oh pish.” Daphne
brushed the concern away. “You
know Mother’s never fussed
with what I do.”
Which was very true, Robert’s
second wife was much too worried
about her own interests to be
much bothered with what her daughter
was doing.
“Besides, they aren’t
acquaintances. I’ve just
heard about them from some of
the girls here.”
“Daphne,” Sarah
reprimanded, “you know
better than to repeat gossip.
It’s unseemly.”
Daphne just grinned. “But
how else am I to find out who
the most interesting people here
are?”
Before Sarah could scold her
for her cavalier attitude, they
were interrupted by David’s
laugh. “I’m surprised
to find you sitting, Daphne.
I had thought you intended to
dance the night away.”
“Oh, I do!” she
chirped in excitement. “But
I didn’t want Sarah to
sit here alone the whole night.”
Sarah was grateful for David’s
arrival. She would never speak
uncharitably of her younger cousin,
but she couldn’t help but
be relieved at a distraction
from the girl’s constant
prattle. “Where’s
Eleanor?” she asked, taking
the glass of wine he offered. “Don’t
tell me you’ve cast my
sister off for one of the pretty
young things here tonight, have
you?”
He was amused. “Hardly.
More the opposite.” He
gestured towards a small cluster
of men, and Sarah could just
make out Eleanor’s pale
head in their midst. “Wherever
we go, they flock to her. I’d
be jealous if I weren’t
certain that she is completely
besotted with me.”
Sarah hid her smile behind her
wine glass. “We all are,
David. You’re too charming
for your own good.”
“A curse I will gladly
bear.” He bent down to
kiss her cheek affectionately.
When he stood back up, he rubbed
his hands together in enthusiasm. “But
aside from slaking your thirst,
I came over to make an introduction.” He
stepped aside to reveal the gentleman
standing behind him. “Ladies,
may I present a colleague of
mine, Mr. Matthew Ingram. Matthew,
this is my wife’s sister,
Miss Sarah Adams, and their cousin,
Miss Daphne Fox.”
As she dipped into a polite
curtsy, Sarah took the man’s
measure. He was tall, topping
David by a good three inches,
with coal black hair and pale
skin. His clothing was of fine
quality and well tailored but
simple, as though wanting to
avoid accusations of frippery.
The clean elegance suited his
broad frame better. But what
startled her most were his eyes,
clear and blue and as pale as
aquamarines. They seemed to cut
right through her, sharp and
assessing in an instant.
He seemed uncomfortable at the
introduction and a bit distant,
as though there were somewhere
else he would rather be. For
a moment, he reminded Sarah of
Mr. Darcy from Miss Austen’s
novel, handsome and wealthy with
an air about him which came off
as pride but was in truth just
his reserve.
Sarah hoped she wouldn’t
make Miss Bennett’s mistake.
“It’s a pleasure
to meet you, Mr. Ingram,” she
said in a soothing, gentle manner. “David
is most kind to introduce...”
Daphne interrupted, suddenly
all aflutter. “But you...” she
gasped like a beached fish. “Sarah,
do you ... Oh!” Flailing
her hands in the air, she dashed
off without another coherent
word.
Sarah’s face flamed. “I
apologize for my cousin’s
behavior, Mr. Ingram,” she
said, mortified. “She’s
... young.”
But he seemed more relieved
than embarrassed, as though a
distasteful duty had been accomplished
and he now could move on. “Please,
don’t be uneasy, Miss Adams.
It’s unfortunately a reaction
I’m well acquainted with.”
“I would imagine so.” She
sat again, gesturing for the
men to join her. “One doesn’t
receive an introduction to one
of the richest bachelors in New
York without some reaction.”
“And Daphne will take
things to extremes,” David
sighed. Clapping his hand on
Ingram’s shoulder more
companionably, he continued, “Well,
now that that’s settled,
I think I’ll go rescue
my wife. Excuse me, won’t
you?”
They both bowed their heads
in acknowledgement as he departed
before Ingram turned back to
her. “You don’t seem
overly awed,” he said,
a note of curiosity coloring
his voice.
“On the contrary,” Sarah
answered, puzzled by his response. “I’m
honored you would even take the
time to speak to me at all.”
To her surprise, he sat down
beside her, still formal and
erect but somehow seeming more
relaxed. “It surprises
you that I would make conversation
with a sensible, intelligent
woman?”
“I’m certain you
can find much better companions
than I, Mr. Ingram.”
Any response he might have made
was interrupted by a woman who
suddenly appeared at Ingram’s
side, young and pretty, her burnished
red hair piled atop her head
in an intricate arrangement held
in place with ropes of seed pearls,
her gown a confection of gold
and lace that clung tight to
her lush curves. She granted
Sarah only the briefest of acid
glares before turning a practiced,
charming smile on Ingram. “Matthew,
darling, what are you doing sitting
in the corner? I simply won’t
have it!”
Ingram seemed to flinch at her
words, although Sarah never saw
him move. Reluctantly he rose
and bowed briefly. “Celia,” he
said with forced courtesy, “may
I introduce Miss Sarah Adams
to your acquaintance? Miss Adams,
Miss Celia Johanssen.”
Sarah started to drop into a
polite curtsy when Miss Johanssen
waved her away. “Yes, lovely,
charmed. Now Matthew, come and
dance with me. This party is
dreadfully dull and no one dances
so well as you do.”
His face remained bland. “I’m
sorry Celia, but I’ve just
this moment asked Miss Adams
if she would partner me for the
next two. You interrupted her
answer.” He turned to Sarah
expectantly.
For the first time all evening,
Sarah was ashamed of her secondhand,
outmoded evening dress, modestly
cut and unadorned. It was fine
for the spinster sitting on the
wall, but hardly appropriate
for dancing in society. “Well,
I...”
“There, you see?” Miss
Johanssen was quick to speak
up for her. “Now you’ve
embarrassed the poor dear. Come
now, before you do more damage.”
But Ingram’s eyes hadn’t
left Sarah’s. “Miss
Adams?” he said softly,
almost pleading. “I would
be greatly honored.”
It was the trace of panic in
his eyes that made her relent. “Thank
you, Mr. Ingram, it would be
my pleasure.”
Sarah could feel Miss Johanssen’s
burning gaze as Ingram escorted
her onto the dance floor and
took her into his arms. For a
brief moment her heart raced
ahead at the intimacy of his
arm curling around her before
the steps of the dance took precedence
and carried them away into the
sea of dancers.
Once they had established their
rhythm, Ingram looked down at
her. “Thank you for this,
Miss Adams. You just saved me
from a dreadful fate.”
“Really?” Again
he surprised her. “The
two of you seemed very familiar.”
“We grew up near each
other upstate,” he explained. “Her
brother and I were good friends,
so I’ve known Celia almost
since she was born. Unfortunately,
she believes that entitles her
to certain attentions that I
am not inclined to offer.”
“I would imagine that’s
a common inconvenience for a
man of your position,” Sarah
answered, relaxing as his sure
footing and strong hands guided
her easily through the dance.
“You seem to know a great
deal about my position, Miss
Adams, while I know very little
of yours.”
She smiled and turned her eyes
aside. “That is because
a Mr. Ingram, lumber baron and
wealthy bachelor, is of much
more interest to the gentlemen
of the press than is Miss Adams,
penniless spinster.”
“Then the gentlemen of
the press have very poor judgment.” He
wheeled her about in a heady
spin, never losing his firm hold
on her. “So how does a
Miss Adams, penniless spinster,
come to be at a St. James’s
ball?”
“It was David’s
doing,” she answered, trying
not to be discomfited by his
reiteration of her status as
both poor and unmarried. “He
thought Daphne might enjoy a
few weeks in town in honor of
her birthday. We’re to
return to the country at the
end of the week.”
They slipped into polite, impersonal
conversation and then companionable
silence as the first dance flowed
into the second. It had been
a long time since Sarah danced
with anyone she wasn’t
related to, so she was happy
to let him guide the conversation
as well as their steps. While
he was rigid and formal, she
couldn’t fault him on his
skill. She would imagine that
with someone he was more familiar
with he would be more at ease.
Even so, his arm was strong and
sure around her waist, his broad
hand comforting as it enfolded
hers.
She gasped in surprise when
he stopped suddenly, clutching
her tight against him to halt
her forward motion. She was about
to protest when a low tenor voice
behind her grumbled, “I’m
leaving.”
Sarah turned to find the handsome
scoundrel Daphne had pointed
out standing there, his arm around
a different young woman as he
scowled at Mr. Ingram.
Ingram seemed none too pleased,
but he held his temper. “This
could have waited until the end
of the dance,” he said
mildly, but Sarah could sense
a furious undertone to his words.
“No, it really couldn’t,” the
other gentleman insisted. “I
told you this would be dull,
and it’s exceeded all my
expectations.”
Ingram glared at the man before
turning to Sarah. “I apologize
for my friend’s boorish
behavior, Miss Adams. May I present
Mr. Jason Sinclair to your acquaintance?
Jason, this is Miss Sarah Adams.
She is sister by marriage to
David Barnett.”
Sinclair glowered back before
tracing a sketchy bow. “And
this is...” he hesitated,
looking down at the girl he had
his arm around. “You know,
I don’t think I got your
name.”
The girl giggled and pressed
up against him. “Trina,” she
said, flustered. “Trina
Devries.”
“There you are.” He
gestured from one woman to the
other. “Sarah Adams, Trina
Devries. Miss Devries, Miss Adams.
Now, may we please get the hell
out of here already?”
Ingram’s face grew stony. “You’re
embarrassing yourself, Jason,
and the ladies. If you want to
leave, far be it from me to stop
you. But I have obligations to
see to here.”
Sinclair sniffed. “You
and your damned obligations.
You’ve wasted half your
life worrying about obligations,
Matthew.”
“While you’ve wasted
half yours worrying about wine
and...” he trailed off,
but Sarah thought she knew what
improper word he’d been
about to use.
“At least I’ve had
some fun,” Sinclair replied,
unrepentant. “Come on,
Trini, let’s go find a
party worthy of the name.”
“It’s Trina,” Sarah
heard the girl protest as he
dragged her off with him.
“I apologize for that,
Miss Adams,” Ingram said,
turning back to her when his
friend disappeared into the crowd. “Jason
long ago gave up the ways of
civilized society.”
“Please, Mr. Ingram,” she
reassured him. “I’m
not so Missish that coarse manners
make me swoon. You have been
a gentleman, which is all that
concerns me.”
“You are very kind.” He
bowed briefly before drawing
her arm through his. “Nevertheless,
I think it would be best to return
you to your family.”
He escorted her back to where
Eleanor sat, skirting the edges
of the crowd as they went. Sarah
could feel dozens of eyes following
their progress, making her once
again self-conscious of her outmoded
gown and simple hair.
Eleanor rose and curtsied gracefully
when they joined her, her eyes
sparkling wickedly. “Thank
you for bringing my elder sister
back, Mr. Ingram. We are every
day expecting some gentleman
to see her worth and make off
with her.”
Sarah blushed in mortification,
but Ingram just smiled. “With
good reason; she’s a charming
companion. Miss Adams,” he
added, turning to her, “thank
you for your time.”
“It was my pleasure, Mr.
Ingram,” she answered with
a mannered curtsy.
He bowed to both of them before
leaving.
In an instant, Sarah whirled
on her sister. “How could
you say such a thing? And to
a complete stranger!”
“Hardly a stranger,” Eleanor
insisted, pulling Sarah’s
resisting body down into the
chair next to her. “He’s
a client of David’s, so
we have met several times. And
I’ve never seen him as
attentive to a young woman as
he was to you.”
“Don’t be absurd.”
“Sarah,” Eleanor’s
dark eyes flashed, “Matthew
Ingram is little given to offering
casual attentions to the ladies,
to the point where some have
questioned his proclivities.
For him to accept an introduction
and then dance two dances with
you is a sign of distinction.”
“It wasn’t like
that,” Sarah insisted. “He
needed rescuing from a predatory
woman. I was convenient, that’s
all.”
“Even better,” Eleanor
insisted, shameless. “Now
he is in your debt.”
“A debt I’m hardly
ever likely to collect on. Mr.
Ingram and I don’t travel
in the same circles. And in any
case, he can owe nothing to a
penniless spinster like me.”
Eleanor looked pained. “Sarah,
you don’t give yourself
enough credit. Why, with some
better clothes and the right
opportunities...”
“My clothes are fine,” Sarah
insisted, straightening the black
and blue poplin of her skirt.
“No, they aren’t,” Eleanor
denied. “Look at you, you
don’t even have a bustle.
This is one of Margaret’s
old hoop dresses just done over.
Please, let me buy you some new
things. It’s the least
you deserve after taking care
of me all those years.”
She looked near to tears, and
Sarah couldn’t help but
be touched by it. Reaching out,
she covered her sister’s
smaller hand with her own. “Darling,
it’s not your money, it’s
David’s, and it is hardly
his place to clothe his wife’s
shiftless sister.”
Eleanor’s hand turned
in hers to grip her tightly. “Don’t
speak about yourself so, Sarah.
You’re so much better than
that.”
Leaning forward, Sarah pressed
a kiss to Eleanor’s cheek. “You
worry too much. I am what I am,
and I’m content with that.
Now stop fretting. You know Aunt
Margaret says that will destroy
your complexion.”
Eleanor’s normal vivacity
reasserted itself with a burst
of laughter. “Well, I needn’t
worry about that. I’m already
an old married woman. I can safely
let myself go to seed.” She
tightened her hand around Sarah’s
once more. “I haven’t
given up on seeing you married
as happily as I am, though.”
Sarah smiled, unable to protest.
Nothing she said would dim her
sister’s enthusiasm, and
she didn’t want to spoil
the rest of the party. Sarah
had always been more practical
than Eleanor, anyway. Let her
dream. Sarah knew she was far
past the age where any man would
be interested in her.
Especially a man like Matthew
Ingram.