Prologue
Katherine stepped off the elevator
and turned toward her husband’s
office. Her high heels made a
clicking noise on the hardwood
floors. Nervously, she reached
up to make sure her hair was
still in its neat bun on the
nape of her neck, just as Raymond
liked it. Perhaps she shouldn’t
have stopped by the office because
he had a lot of work piled up
he had to finish. But she was
on her way home and wanted to
tell him what the ob-gyn had
told her about her failure to
conceive. Even though Raymond
was in his late forties, twenty-five
years older than Katherine, the
doctor had said there was no
reason why he couldn’t
father a child. And she had passed
her physical with flying colors.
The doctor had some suggestions,
and she was eager to see Raymond’s
reaction to all the doctor had
said.
When she neared the end of the
hallway, she heard someone calling
her name. She glanced back and
saw Beau approaching her from
the other end of the hall. Katherine
hesitated a moment before turning
to wait for him. Her stepson
was a good-looking young man
of eighteen, and he aroused in
her feelings that were as unwelcome
as they were undeniable. As he
moved towards her with that easy
gait of his, she tried to ignore
the effect he had on her. She
always tried to keep as much
distance from Beau as she could.
She loved her husband; of course
she did. Just because her marriage
was going through a rough patch
didn’t mean she didn’t
love Raymond. It’s just
that sometimes the way Beau looked
at her when they were alone together,
or the way his hand would brush
against hers occasionally, struck
a spark in her she couldn’t
deny, try as she might.
Unfortunately, with the way
Raymond worked, even during the
summer, it was left to Katherine
to entertain Beau when he stayed
with them. Whenever she swam
with him in the pool, she was
conscious of his gaze touching
every inch of bare skin, a knowing
look in his eyes whenever he
saw her erect nipples. If they
had to share a meal alone, the
silences would sometimes lengthen
uncomfortably, and she would
look up from eating to see him
focused on her mouth, a different
kind of hunger heating up his
eyes. Thank God Raymond had begun
bringing Beau to the office to
work a few hours every day. At
least she had some time without
having to worry about the temptation
he presented.
“Hello, Beau.” She
smiled weakly at him as he drew
closer.
“Katherine, it’s
good to see you. I missed you
at breakfast this morning.” He
leaned down and kissed her cheek,
lingering just a second too long
and bringing a hint of red to
Katherine’s cheeks. “What
are you doing here?” His
eyes gazed into hers as he waited
for her answer, standing a little
too close and making Katherine
hyperaware of the sensuous look
in his hooded gaze.
“Oh, I just needed to
talk to Raymond for a minute
or two, and since I was in the
neighborhood, I thought I’d
stop by and see him in person.” Katherine
hated the breathless sound of
her voice, knew it revealed things
to Beau she didn’t want
him to know.
“I’ll come with
you. I needed to talk to him
about something, too.” He
turned to walk with her, his
hand sliding to rest in the small
of her back, controlling her
movement with a possessiveness
that made her achingly aware
of him. Katherine couldn’t
suppress the slight shiver as
the warmth of his touch penetrated
through her thin blouse and hoped
Beau hadn’t noticed. His
jeans-clad thighs shortened their
step to keep pace with her, and
she tried unsuccessfully to widen
the distance between them.
“You’re a little
casually dressed for work, aren’t
you, Beau?” As usual, Katherine
tried to use words to set a barrier
between them. The disapproving
tone, however, did nothing more
than bring an amused glint to
his eyes, as if he knew what
she was trying to do, and she
blushed. He had the ability to
make her feel like a little girl
playing grownup, despite the
fact that she was the elder of
the two of them and his stepmother.
He just laughed. “I’m
only eighteen, Kat. Dad cuts
me a little slack because of
that. Besides, I’m mostly
just a gopher around here, anyway.
You know, you’re only twenty-three
yourself. You could stand to
loosen up a bit in the clothing
department yourself. Why do you
insist on dressing like some
fifty-year-old woman?”
Katherine stiffened. “Please,
I’ve asked you before not
to call me Kat. I don’t
like it. My name is Katherine.
And I dress as I please. Your
father doesn’t have any
complaints. He likes what I wear.”
“My father is an idiot,
Kat. He’s tried to turn
you into an old woman before
your time so he won’t feel
so guilty about robbing the cradle.
But I know underneath all that
starch and polish of yours is
a real, warm, beautiful woman.” He
reached out a hand and pulled
her to a halt. She refused to
look at him, glancing nervously
up and down the hallway, hoping
for someone to walk by, but the
hall remained deserted except
for the two of them.
She laughed shakily. “Very
funny, Beau. What, are you trying
your lines out on me? I’m
sure your new little girlfriend
will be very impressed. But I’m
not really interested in playing
any games with you right now.”
“Oh, I’m not playing
any games, Kat. I just know what
you are, no matter how much you
try to hide it. You’re
a woman. A woman made for touching,
for kissing, for tasting. A woman
who needs a real man, a man who
knows how to handle her.” He
leaned closer, and she felt his
hot breath on her face. “My
father has never understood you.
Understood what you really need,
deep down. Not like I do. I see
it in your eyes every time I
look at you, sweetheart. I can
give you what you need, Kat.
And what’s more, you know
it.”
“You have no right to
talk to me like this, Beau. My
God, I’m your stepmother.
What in the hell are you thinking?” Katherine’s
voice reflected her shock, and
she tried to pull away. He had
never approached her so deliberately
before, as if he didn’t
care what he said or who heard
him.
His grip on her tightened, one
hand reaching out to her jaw
and turning her to face him. “You
think I don’t know that,
Kat?” His fingers rubbed
gently over her cheek. “You
think I don’t know that
every night you crawl into my
old man’s bed and let him
put his hands all over you? Let
him shove his cock up inside
you and fill you with his cum?” His
jaw hardened and his eyes burned
into hers. “You think I
don’t wish that it was
me in there instead? And you
know what else? I think you wish
it, too. Do you cry out my name
when you cum for him?”
She gasped, unwillingly aroused
at his blunt words. She tried
to pull away, but he held her
too tightly. “Stop it,
Beau. Stop it, right now!”
He shook his head. “There’s
something between us, kitten.
There’s been something
between us since the first time
I saw you. You’ve tried
to deny it, but I see it in your
eyes when you let your guard
down. There’s a need in
you, Kat. A need my father has
never fulfilled.” His face
drew closer to hers, and she
stood there, frozen, knowing
he was about to kiss her. “You
want me, Kat. You want me to
do things to you my father never
imagined. Never dared. Naughty
things. Wicked things.” He
nuzzled her earlobe and dragged
his lips across her cheek. “Leave
him, Kat. Divorce him. You aren’t
happy together. And then we can
be together, and do all of the
things we’ve both been
craving. I’m getting tired
of waiting, sweetheart.” His
mouth drew closer and closer
to her own, but just before their
lips met, she managed to jerk
away.
“No. Stop it, Beau. I
mean it. Just stop it right now.
You don’t know what you’re
talking about. I love your father,
and he loves me. We’re
very happy together.” She
turned and hurried down the hall,
practically running in an attempt
to get away from him before she
gave in to his seductive suggestion,
to the desire to submit to him
that increased every time she
saw him. Her hand reached out
to the doorknob in Raymond’s
office just as Beau strode up
behind her.
“Kat, running away won’t
change...” He started to
speak, but she ignored him and
pushed the door open without
knocking.
The sight that met her gaze
had her speechless with dismay.
Raymond stood in front of his
desk, his pants open and a young
brunette kneeling in front of
him, eagerly sucking his cock
into her mouth. His hands were
buried in her hair and his head
bent so he could watch her as
she serviced him. At the sound
of the door opening, his head
came up. “Fuck, I thought
I told you to lock the door,
Eileen ... Katherine, shit!” When
he saw his wife standing in the
doorway, he pulled Eileen’s
head off his cock, and it bounced
in the air.
Eileen turned to stare at them
before turning back to Raymond. “Oops!
Sorry, I forgot.”
Katherine’s shock held
her still for a moment. The emotional
roller coaster Beau’s words
had stirred in her was nothing
compared to what she felt in
that instant. The house of cards
that she had built over the last
three years came crashing to
the ground. She stammered, “Raymond.
My God, Raymond...” She
shook her head from side to side,
wanting to deny the truth of
her own eyes. Pressing a hand
against her stomach, she tried
to quell the nausea that flooded
her. What a fool she’d
been. Her own words, the words
she’d just spoken to Beau,
echoed in her mind ... we’re
very happy together. What
a joke. And the joke was on her.
Incapable of thought, she turned
and crashed into Beau, who was
standing directly behind her.
His hands reached out to grasp
her shoulders, but she jerked
away from the pity she saw in
his eyes. “Let me go.” Her
eyes brimming with tears, she
looked at him pleadingly. “Please,
No more. Just let me go.”
Beau clenched his hands as Katherine
disappeared from his sight. Then
he turned to face his father,
who was zipping up his pants,
an annoyed look on his face.
“You really are a bastard,
aren’t you?” Beau
spoke emotionlessly as his father
helped the little bimbo to her
feet.
His dad shrugged. “Easy
come, easy go. She was beginning
to wear out her welcome anyway.
She was never that fun in the
bedroom department, you know.
Breaking in a virgin just isn’t
what it’s cracked up to
be. Now, Eileen here, she’s
a lot more fun and a hell of
a lot more accommodating. Aren’t
you, honey?”
The brunette giggled and snuggled
next to his father.
“Aren’t you going
to go after her? Talk to her?
Apologize? Something?” Beau
clenched his fists, fighting
to keep from popping his father
in the nose. He couldn’t
believe his father’s attitude,
although he didn’t know
why he was so surprised. Raymond
Dalton had never cared about
anyone but himself.
“Go after her? Why? For
a tearful scene and a demand
for a divorce? I don’t
think so.”
“Dammit, aren’t
you worried about her? She was
pretty upset. She shouldn’t
be driving. What if she gets
in a wreck?”
“If you’re so worried
about her, why don’t you
go after her yourself?” Raymond’s
face creased in a sardonic grin
as he saw Beau’s start
of surprise. “You think
I don’t know how you feel
about her? Hell, I wouldn’t
have kept her around as long
as I did if I hadn’t known
how much it killed you to know
I could have a piece of that
ass whenever I wanted to.”
Beau felt the blood drain from
his face. He had never realized
just how much his father hated
him until that moment. There
had always been a distance, a
coldness between them. But he
had just attributed that to his
father’s personality. He
wasn’t an affectionate
man and never had been. Over
the years, Beau had tried hard
to please his father, but after
a while he had given up, realizing
they would never be close. So
they didn’t love each other.
That was one thing. But this?
This malevolent hatred that he
saw on his father’s face.
Where had that come from? And
why had he never seen it before? “What?
What the fuck are you talking
about?”
“Your mother turned you
against me with all of her lies.
I’ve seen the way you despise
me; it’s in your eyes every
time you look at me. You have
her eyes, you know. She used
to look at me the exact same
way. Well, I had something you
wanted. And it wiped that look
out of your eyes.” He laughed,
an ugly sound. “I never
wanted a fucking kid anyway.
And after you were born, that’s
all she talked about; all she
thought about was you. She loved
you more than she ever loved
me. Hell, if I hadn’t knocked
her up, I never would have married
her in the first place. She was
a cold bitch at the best of times.
And she taught you to hate me,
didn’t she?”
Beau saw red. Pushed past the
breaking point, he spat out the
truth. “Yes, I despise
you, you sonofabitch. But not
because of anything Mom ever
said. But I saw the way you treated
her. All the nights you made
her cry over you. You are a worthless
piece of shit. I don’t
know why I even tried to have
some kind of a relationship with
you. I guess because Mom thought
that a son should love his father.
I did it for her. I gave
it my best shot. But that’s
done now. I’m outta here.
And if she’ll go with me,
I’m taking Katherine, too.
She deserves a helluva lot better
than you.”
He turned and raced down the
hallway. Waiting on the elevator,
he planned what he would do next.
Katherine would head to the house.
He would follow her and talk
to her there. He would take her
away from all of this crap and
show her what she meant to him.
God, the expression on her face
when she’d turned to him.
The pain, the betrayal. He couldn’t
stand it knowing how much she
was hurting right now.
When he got to the house, her
car was parked out front. He
ran inside and up the stairs,
calling her name. At last he
found her in her bedroom, haphazardly
throwing clothing into a suitcase
she had opened on the floor.
He stood in the open doorway
and watched her frantic movements. “Kat,
I...”
She didn’t look at him. “Just
shut up. Go away, Beau. Leave
me alone.”
He walked into the room and
grabbed her shoulders, turning
her to face him. Tears filled
her green eyes. “Dammit,
Kat, be mad at him. Hate him.
He’s a bastard. But don’t
hate me.”
She jerked out of his hold. “I
don’t hate you, Beau. This
isn’t about you. It’s
about your father and me. Did
you know he was having an affair?
Did everyone know?” She
crossed the room, and then turned
to face him. “Did they?” He
couldn’t hide the truth
from her. He knew she could read
it on his face, and her own face
crumpled. “I feel so humiliated.
My God. I’ve been living
a lie. My life is a complete
lie, and everyone knew it. Everyone
except me. They’ve been
laughing behind my back all this
time. Or feeling sorry for me.
That’s even worse.”
She paced back and forth, running
her trembling fingers through
her hair and scattering the pins
until it lay in a red spill across
her shoulders. Even in the tension
of the moment, Beau couldn’t
stop the tightening in his guts
as his eyes absorbed her stunning
beauty. Her pale skin was like
ivory satin, with none of the
freckles that one usually expected
on a redhead, and Beau craved
a taste. Just one taste. And
her mouth was so achingly tender
and erotic he wanted to cry with
his need to crush it beneath
his own. With her hair cascading
down her back, she looked no
more than sixteen.
“Kat, what do you want
me to say? He’s a bastard.
He cheated on my mother. He cheated
on his second wife. It was inevitable
that he would cheat on you, too.
He is incapable of monogamy.”
She turned her back on him.
Her head bowed down, she stood
there for long moments. Finally,
she asked, “Why didn’t
you tell me?” Her voice
was low and husky from the tears
she was obviously trying to hold
back.
He walked closer to her, stopping
just behind her. “How?
How was I supposed to tell you
something like that?”
“I don’t know. I
just wish someone had told me.
My God, we were trying to have
a child. For the last year, I
have been trying to get pregnant.
Do you think I would have wanted
to have a child if I had known
my husband was sleeping around
on me?”
Beau was stunned. “What
on earth are you talking about?
My father can’t have any
more children. He had a vasectomy
years ago.”
She spun around. “A what?
No, that’s not possible.
Raymond agreed. I’ve been
seeing a doctor, having tests
run. We’ve even talked
about fertility treatments. You’re
lying.” Her laugh sounded
almost hysterical. “You’re
lying, Beau.” She repeated
weakly, as if trying to convince
herself.
Beau shook her. “I’m
not lying. I didn’t know
you were trying to get pregnant.
God, don’t you think I
would have told you if I had
known? He got the vasectomy right
after I was born. Mom told me.
He never wanted children. He
sure as hell never wanted me.”
“No, I don’t believe
you.” She shook her head
in denial.
“My God, wake up and smell
the truth here, Kat. You can’t
be that blind. Not now.
My father played you for a fool,
and you swallowed it without
a question. You let him turn
you into some little Stepford
wife, dressing like he wanted
you to, wearing your hair like
some old-maid schoolteacher.
Catering to his every fucking
whim.” He could hear the
bitterness of his words as he
relived all those weeks and years
of watching them together.
Her hand came up and slapped
him across the face. “Shut
up! Just shut up.”
His face burned from the blow. “What?
You can’t deal with some
straight talk, Katherine?” He
sneered out her name. “Has
he made you that afraid of a
little honesty?”
“Fuck you, Beau! Fuck
you!” she screamed at him.
“Fuck me? Fuck me?” He
grabbed her hand and pulled her
against him. “No kitten.
Fuck you!” His mouth crashed
down on hers, and he shoved her
roughly against the wall. Pushed
beyond his limits, Beau felt
his control spiraling away. Grinding
his lips against hers and forcing
hers to part, his tongue took
possession of her mouth with
a hungry need. Months, years
of denial exploded in both of
them, heightened by the events
of the past hour. Katherine shoved
against his shoulders, trying
to escape from the passionate
demand of his mouth, until he
captured both wrists and pinned
them to the wall on either side
of her head. He lowered his body
against her struggling one, effectively
pinning her and stilling any
movement. His mouth plundered
hers, forcing her response.
Gradually she ceased struggling
against him and began to return
his kiss. He released her wrists
and slid his hands down to her
hips, forcefully pulling her
close to him and burrowing his
cock into the notch at the top
of her thighs. He could feel
her body as it moved frantically
against him, her hands tearing
at his shirt, trying to get at
the warm flesh beneath. He picked
her up, and her legs wrapped
around his waist. Her arms rose
to clasp his head as their mouths
ate at each other. His hips began
a thrusting rhythm against her
pussy, and hers responded as
little cries and gasps puffed
into his marauding mouth. His
hand yanked her head back, wrapping
her hair around and around his
wrist so he could hold her in
place as he trailed hot kisses
down her neck. He turned from
the wall and carried her across
the room. Dropping her on the
bed, he unfastened his pants
before he followed her down. “Don’t
stop me, Kat,” he ground
out as his body covered hers.
*
Katherine had never felt like
this before. Somewhere in the
dim recesses of her mind she
knew that she shouldn’t
let this happen, but the warning
was too weak and too distant
to have any effect. She couldn’t
get enough of him, craved his
mouth on her, his hands. She
wanted to feel his cock thrusting
into her hard and fast. Had to
have it. It had never been like
this for her before.
His hands pushed her skirt up,
tearing aside the silk panties
to reach the hot, wet flesh beneath.
Urgently his finger thrust up
into her and she arched into
him, her cry caught by his mouth.
She felt his fingers as he stroked
in and out a few times, drawing
more wetness from her responsive
body and using his other hand
to part her legs even wider.
As she watched, he reached down
and released himself from his
pants, pulling out his erection
and rubbing it into her moistness.
He raised himself up briefly
to stare down at her. “Kat.”
“Yes.” She nodded
her head at the inevitability
of what was happening, and her
hands came out to clasp his hips.
He thrust into her hard and
deep, and she moaned out her
pleasure at the rough penetration.
There was no gentleness in him,
and she needed none. Just heat
and demand. And pure, utter pleasure.
Hooking his arms beneath her
legs, he pushed them up, allowing
his cock to penetrate even more
deeply into her hot, pulsing
cunt.
“God, Beau.” Katherine
could not think. She couldn’t
do anything but blindly respond
to her lover. Her stepson. He
pulled out and thrust in again
and again, his rhythm fast and
furious, and she loved it. She
didn’t want sweet and gentle.
She wanted ... no, she needed
this. This frantic, unrefined,
animalistic joining. Faster and
faster she urged him on. Panting
out her need to him in incoherent
moans and whispers.
His eyes pinned her. “Yes,
you like this, don’t you,
baby? You need this. God, so
do I.”
She gasped with dismay when
he pulled out of her after a
few more thrusts, but he ignored
her. She felt him strip her clothes
off, flinging them across the
room. “I don’t want
anything between us ... not now.” He
stood to finish removing his
own clothes, and her eyes hungrily
absorbed the hard young body
being revealed to her. His cock
stood proudly out from a nest
of brown curls, glistening with
her own cum. She reached out
a hand toward it, but he stopped
her. “No, I want to be
inside you again.”
Flipping her over onto her belly,
he pulled her hips up and shoved
her legs apart to plunge into
her again. The new position allowed
for even deeper penetration,
and Katherine cried out with
the pleasure. She felt his hand
holding her down, cheek against
the bed, as he once again began
his hard thrusting. Katherine’s
hands grasped the bedspread as
she gave herself up to the incredible
sensations. Yes. This was what
she had longed for. He plowed
harder and harder, moving her
body up the bed with each stroke.
How could she take this? Her
body was so sensitized, so wet.
Fluid gushed from her cunt and
dampened her thighs. Moaning,
she could hear her own voice
huskily crying and begging for
more. The sensations building
within her body were new to her
and frighteningly powerful.
Suddenly she felt a palm slap
against her hip. “Ohhh.” Her
cunt pulsed and even more wetness
trickled down her thigh.
“Yeah, baby.” He
slapped her again, and she moaned. “God
you’re wet. So wet for
me.” His hand slid around
her hip to cover her pussy, his
finger finding the hard nub of
her clit. With each thrust he
pushed her harder against his
hand, and she could feel the
coiling tension inside of her
stringing hotter and tighter. “Cum
for me, kitten. Cum now.”
His finger rubbed harder against
her and she broke, screaming
out his name as her orgasm overtook
her and triggered his own release.
Then he collapsed on top of her.
They lay there for several minutes,
Katherine barely able to breathe
under his weight. At last he
rolled to the side and pulled
her to him, his cock still enclosed
within her body. Nestling together
like innocent babes, they slept.
The next morning when Beau awoke,
the bed was empty. Katherine
was gone.